So firstly I wanted to emphasize that I benefited greatly from using fields, and that I am and forever will be grateful to Captain, Sammy and everyone on this forum.
From time to time I feel this deep urge to stop using fields and anything manifestation/magic related.
I have no idea where this is coming from and this makes no sense to me because of how beneficial and practical those fields are.
I also feel a bit of subconscious fear when I think about stopping/quitting but at the same time I feel this need to do so.
I remember that my period of highest clarity/awareness/intuition etc. that I ever experienced in life was when I stopped using all fields and energy tools and stopped doing magic completely for about a month, but the initial intention was to stop forever. At that moment I just completely gave up to the Universe/Karma/God whatever you call it.
But also as I said I benefited greatly from and continue to benefit greatly from fields and such, so quitting doesnāt seem to make any sense.
Also, I wonder if this urge to stop could be result of some subconscious programming(I was raised in a Catholic family), or if its my Ego fighting back. Or maybe its some kind of self-sabbotage?
But this could also be my Higher Self urging me to stop.
Im really confused. Anyone had similiar experience/ has any idea why I feel this way?
Thank You