Did I do the right thing?

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I have posted not long ago about some of the traumas I have been through, all the abuse I have endured. Because since forever I have been used to being different, being the outsider, and also used to change, to leaving, some things have happened to me and I did not get justice for myself. Many times I should have gone to the police and I did not, and it all accumulated. I’ve let the bad guy win over and over again, as if I was freaking Jesus or something.

I am haunted and in a state of perpetual regret. I feel like I let evil get away.

It is part of my life mission to use what has happened to set an example for others to help humanity evolve. I have an elaborate plan for this, I have reconnected with my life mission recently. My ex had beaten it out of me with his abuse.

What I would like to know is, energetically speaking, have I caused myself and my future harm for not seeking justice for myself?

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I’m probably the last guy who should answer, but that never stopped me before so:

IMHO, you’re messing yourself worrying about that. Just release it and move on. Instead of worrying about good and evil, just do your best everyday and forgive yourself for failing sometimes. It’s not your job to fix the world, just contribute as much as you feel comfortable doing and avoid doing bad things.

I also believe that there is no big master watching and judging us, we’re free to do what we want, but we have to live with the consequences. Hence why we should contribute love and compassion. For ourselves, according to ourselves. Some might have more foresight and can help us decide a better course of actions to achieve that, but otherwise, just rock your life.

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You’re the best person for this.

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Well it’s my mission to do something that contributes to ‘save the world’, I always felt this in me since I was a child and I’m no saying I am literally going to save the world but i think you understand what I am saying. The star seed thing. It’s always been inside me and when I tried to repress it things did not go well.

I don’t know if there is a master but there are still energies. It’s all cost me so much that it’s almost as if I might as well be dead. Sometimes people can not kill you but they can make life impossible for you to live. In all ways.

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If you allow them.

Save yourself before you tackle the world.

I understand you think you’re in a bad position but keep a positive view of things and learn to let go.

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Thats the thing, I allowed it. It’s done. And there is no ‘saving myself’ if I don’t put forward what I want to give to the world. There is nothing else I can do. Nothing. I don’t think you understand the severity of what has been done to me. It’s criminal.

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I usually avoid the emotional stuff, people are not rational when it’s about deep personal stuff and they still feel vulnerable. They’re not receptive. They either feel patronized, blamed or attacked. It’s not the case here.

If it’s comforting you need, you have my sympathy and I’m sure other’s too. But it’ll only do so much. Telling you, your higher self or whatever part of you choose to incarnate this way probably won’t make you feel better at this point.
But you got to remember that in the end you just want to be happy.

People don’t want to get dragged into your problems. They’re just trying to help you without carrying your burden (some might honestly want to share it with you), but the only way they know how to help is to give you some advice that helped them in tough time. It’s a forum after all.

Now, theses advices don’t depend of the severity of your plight. Whether you lost your job or lost your spouse. Whether you lost a candy or a limb, it’s still the same solution.
Moving forward, salvaging what you can and build again. Life moves on.

You already understand that there nothing you can do to fix it, it’s great. You have new goals to focus on, even better. Helping the world is fine with me, it’s a great choice even. It’s noble.

But whatever it is, it’s going to take time. It might take months, years or a lifetime. Sometimes you’ll be happy and won’t think about it, at other times, the memories will creep in and send you back spinning until it doesn’t even feel real anymore.
It’s nothing special and it doesn’t mean you lived the worst, now the rest of your life is going to be easy either.

I’d also like to remind you that many people were born disabled, orphans, in extreme poverty, traumatized and what not. Bad or worst, it’s about making it better. Get yourself some fields and do the most with the time you have left. Even if you’re a 90yo in a wheelchair or an amputee, you can still have fun.
Whatever you think about as the energetic aspect, either doesn’t matter or will improve as a results of you moving forward.

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I am not looking for sympathy, I was looking for a scientific explanation and making a spiritual point that Jesus’s way does not work to survive. You can’t turn the other cheek.

But thank you for taking the time to reply and I asked to delete the thread anyway because I did not formulate my question well and I am not getting my point across

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You have so to speak 2 life purposes one inner (awakening) and one outer (once awakened align your life and actions to your understanding).
It’s clear that the inner one is more important cause it can produce (gradually, its very rare that it happens suddenly) acomplishment of the outer one.

Nothing prevents you from taking action prior to awakening, but again recognizing your True Self is the main thing.

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You didn’t wrong yourself energetically.
You’ve experienced events that caused you pain and trauma, but in the end it’s all for one goal only which is to learn and experience. And you can heal.
You need some time to heal. I can only say what Philip already did so I don’t want to repeat him.

Just don’t be hung up on having done something “wrong” and wronged yourself. You did the best you could and you always chose what you felt like was the best option. I don’t know you but I’m 100% sure of this. Things usually don’t work out as we think they would.

About Jesus and the Jesus way - he was this impactful because of many reasons. He was powerful because he had access to infinite intelligence/energy/love and could use it. But he practiced what he preached and did turn the other cheek, in the name of love - he chose not to fight and attack others who turned against him. This then led to his death.

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Inner purpose, he was fully awaken… 24/7

Outer one

Even in death/resurrection he was teaching (outer p.) :sweat_smile:

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Regret is worse than anger.

  • Demonstrate the courage to forgive
  • Trust that you did the right thing by forgiving
  • accept the past and move on by reasoning that you should love the opposite of what was done to you instead of avenging. Enemies are not defeated if you become like them.
  • Find Joy in the good things the world has to offer.
  • May the peace be upon you.

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https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/17-level-of-consciousness-hawkins/8267

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Start here. MAKE NO MISTAKE…this is for YOU …not others.

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This video doesn’t have a thread so ima just drop this here.

I currently looping this audio as I’m washing dishes and a few seconds ago I noticed I had a tear come down from my left eye. I don’t feel any particular emotion but thought it was due to the audio.

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Hi @Magicwitch, how are you going?

There is a new, strong field which would be excellent for you, and forgiving and releasing these energies towards yourself.

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