After attempts to manifest something , I’ll be sleeping and I’ll enter sleep paralysis. It’s usually the same: body of someone very close to me(but I know it’s not them) beating, hurting me.
My visualization is really good and lately I’ve made it even better. Sleep paralysis felt very real always but lately it feels even more real. The pain is real😅
I’m trying my best “to wake up”, I’m giving up etc, but once they see I gave up, they’ll start all over again anyhow, so the whole process is like punishing me. And that moment I’m usually always regretting doing the “wrong stuff”, like attempting to manifest something, listening to fields etc
I woke up and I’m curious… Is this my subconscious’ way of saying what you wanted was not impressed?
Has anyone ever encountered it? Does anyone know what that would mean?
I usually have it when I’m tired or exhausted… But sometimes if I don’t get rid of it it will appear even when I feel good
I think it might be more the way you feel about yourself manifesting stuff rather than the stuff you manifest. You are free to experience and experiment with what is good for you. If it’s not, then discard the thing, but realize that it’s not a “you” problem. Enjoy the fact that you can manifest anything and everything. If it does not serve you, then be happy and receive something else.
Clear throat chakra. Not because it is the manifesting chakra, but the self-expression one, and the one where beliefs (as a whole) disappear.
The punishment made me think it’s some religious beliefs, or family thing going on. About your own self-power, self-expression, being authentic vs fitting in, that sort of thing.
But like I said, there is a consciousness beyond beliefs in the throat chakra. So whatever the cause, it should help.
If it goes on and you think it’s an entity, trap them (they have trespassed your bubble/space, so they’re your *itch now), and notice how quickly the tables turn. Chain them and give them a nice scare, or tear some limbs and pretend to eat it.
They are just there for the loosh. They won’t predate on predators. “Devour what devours you”.
Lol. Many years ago I dreamed of beating that same person, because I was sick of their attacks (in the dreams) and they stopped bothering me for a long time.
I don’t think it’s an entity or anything though. It really happens when I’m exhausted and feel horrible about myself.
In real life? No, never
I see them in other forms too sometimes, without bodies usually (I just know it’s them coming), but this one is more often lately
I used to have it every night and started seeing “the hatman” in waking albeit very sleep deprived states. It was a very dark time in my life for sure but I was able to get past it and eventually remove the entities causing it sometime later down the road.
anyhow, so the whole process is like punishing me. And that moment I’m usually always regretting doing the “wrong stuff”, like attempting to manifest something, listening to fields etc
