For me it is a gradual process of refinement and purification of being.
I remember also not feeling much from ego diss. I started with picking up VoC then after 2 months adding VoDL and another month picked up VoT. I did notice some things happening but I was struggling at life same as before. It took another 6 months of listening to see a major shift in me. At that time I started to lose interest in materialistic spirituality (focusing on how to achieve and manifest goals, money etc.) and got more interested into Self-realization. Also adding LVG and Light of Savitur - which also I did not feel much but felt really drawn to it.
I was still struggling in my daily life but I something started to awake within me and I got these random glimpses of unearthly joyous feeling. Then it took another 9 months to see another major shift. My business collapsed and at the same time I discovered my inner guru and self-inquiry method to realize the Self. I got a low salary and not time demanding job and spend all my free time in meditation and dropped all fields except spiritual ones.
After another 6 months an opportunity came to start a new bussiness and I felt that I should go for it. To my surprise the peace/love/joy/bliss is not covered by busy life. Actually it is and always was here but was not seen because of the previous density of ego. The peace is the perfume of our True Self. And my material life also started to blossom but it is now secondary. My happiness is now not reliant on outward circumstances. Endless gratitude 
@Dyslexic_Professor nice to see you picking up this NFT and also thank you for inspiring me to write this testimony as I don’t often feel to post anything here. Wish you and everyone blessings on your journeys. 
This NFT is my first Sapien Medicine NFT. The first one that I had to actually create a wallet for lol. I just feel quiet and ready to listen and observe. I’m only on my second listen, and I just feel good. I don’t want to give results or anything, I just like the sound and I can see myself looping this easily.
Inspired by @anon3411921 and his consistentency in talking about the removal of the ego.
If there was an SLR+ I’d get it as well along with this. But this may do the job of it by the looks of it.
Now that I have this, I will completely obey my higher self and use Manhattan Method and Conceptual Conglomerate for a while. While ending the day off with self love stacks.
Does anybody else get an absolutely piercing punch to the gut?
Lol I couldn’t talk for the whole 12 minutes of looping. (I didn’t even want to after this). I just began discrediting my own and other people’s negative statements towards me. My mind was picking things to disagree with and turning them around from the opposite perspective.
All I felt like doing on my PC was looking at this mandala and the omega love mandala, no more rapid scrolling, the ADHD thoughts slowly stopped. (Which is what Philip must have meant by “primal thoughts” behing halted by the first ego diss)
I can still kind of feel it in my gut. You remember that time when you were a kid and wanted to joke with someone you really admired and looked up to during a time when you really needed to be serious? Then when they turned to you and said “shhh focus” it’s like you automatically felt that sense of urgency down to the core to start taking whatever the topic at hand was seriously? That’s kind of how it feels.
I had already listened to the first Ego Dissolution about 1 hour before this one, and I used PoNR 2x and BoL 2x , but when I played this for the first time it was like a mood, vibration, concentration, and whatever else, shaker and stabilizer. Lowkey scared to listen again, I hit abs heavy yesterday so I’m not trying to fry my core. 
Wait yes, i do. me i get that, i berifly mentioned it in our group chat, but passed it of as somthing else.
I know this is working. I littrealy said the same thing. i have like a whole in my gut
Lol bro, after looking at your pfp, I can no longer view your smile emojis the same again. 
I’m scared to use this field though (could be the ego trying to stop me.)
U dont know who truth is, he goated, gives me goosebumps
everyone has to watch these 2 videos man, their so goated
Actually I do but I forgot about FMAB. How could I forget!
I feel it too friendo
Truth TRUTH truth TRUTH TRUTH truth TRUTH
It seeeeeeeems we goo… OVERDRIVEEEEE
KAKATE KOI YO 
Ego it is a thing , my bro 
told me the top is lonely for a reason.
I SHARE THIS INSPIRATION to you… FELLOW CLIMBERSSSSSS
I think you could indeed be overloaded. I felt my whole body feel light if thats what you mean though bro. Similar to soul core.
The fact I had a killua pfp like a week ago makes this even funnier
Yeah, thats why he called u killua, hes memory is on point, he even called me inspector.
I wonder how many people i talked to know my old name was unknown
The amount of blockages this took away from me is so insane. Fields that I felt nothing with, are now being felt instantaneously.
100% yes from experience.
It literally changed all of the fields that I naturally desire to use. I usually spam brain fields 90% of the time, but I didn’t even crave using them much today after maybe 8 listens in the last 24 hours.
Lol watching the ego try to fight back is funny, just makes you want to loop another 5 times to put it back in it’s place.
I think this has made me less obsessed with brain fields. I love brain fields, but because i was inseucre about my own
Intelligence.
I notiecd am remebering this time in my past and i am getting butthurt over it, i think its the ego am not too sure
Literally same bro, I still play them every day, but my desire to loop for 14 hours has decreased. I just want maybe 5 hours of brain fields and a lot of healing and self reflection during the other time.
