Hello Ali , Im sorry for what you experienced… Hope you can feel better to do your craft.
This is a mini stack that i find useful 
: hope it is for you .
Try the fields in this order. 
3 -4 times or until you stop feeling the bennefit of the relief. 
All the time you need this one. 
Then try to use this : 2 - 3 times can bee a good start. or untill you feel the relief needed
With this blend you may feel a lot better. 
Sooo… Ganbare ganbare 
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