Eyes rolled back in dream

So I’ve been having lucid dreams like crazy. I don’t know if this means anything but I was in my house like every dream I have anymore and I was brought to the bathroom mirror and saw my eyes rolled back leaving nothing but the white part. I can’t even do this physically. I just know I didn’t like it in the dream and it was like I was being forced to look at myself. It was like something was trying to tell me to get a better balance over my anger or that will be me one day. I don’t know if it’s my shadow but if It is I don’t like that it has control over me in my dreams it seems. Has this happened to anybody ever? It’s even getting harder for me to wake up. I’ll be speaking physically even and swinging and don’t know it. My partner is always getting hit anymore even has a bruise from this dream. They shake me and it won’t wake me up. They had to hit me to get me awake