Hi there @ThePath
As a part of the process of bringing a specific something into your life, a clearance of the energies of fear and anxiety is important. There are many fields that can help you with it. Here are a few that you can choose from (just use the search function):
Point of No Return
Stress and Anxiety
Amygdala healing
Angelic Intercession
Subconscious limits removal v.3
Abundance Mindset
Mind Settings Album
There are many others, which I am sure will be suggested soon
Good luck! 
and be sure to share with us as you heal!