Thanks a lot that really makes a lot of sense!
I was once visiting a very special place in nature, where there is this one guy who really seem smart and englighten, I went to say Hi, and while I was talking to him, I felt this unease inside of me, i wanted to punch him for no reason whatsoever, I like the guy. Of course I didnt but it was weird why that happened.
That was 2 years ago, as soon as I had my awakening, so I was not healed at all inside, all addictions and trauma were still inside of me.
Later I figured it out, he was so high in his vibrations, from his healthy lifestyle etc, while I wasnt, so the unease I felt was just the difference between the two of us.
Same thing would happen if UFOs landed today, we would feel scared of them, but it would actually just be our trauma coming on surface to cleanse because they are so highly vibrational beings. At this point most of us wouldnt be able to take the pain they would cause imo.
Also I did listened to field like 30 or more minutes before I went in, and for another 30 minutes while I was there, so its plenty of times and I listened to entire time so plenty of juice to protect me etc
Also I am not sure about free will, I can manifest seeing specific person in a day or two, I can manifest people getting jobs and getting fired, people moving in and out from entire region, people saying exact specific thing.
If free will existed, I dont think I would be able to do that, but I am not sure.