I’m a woman. What fields would support my path to allow my primalness to blossom and lead? Preferably something I can access now or soon: on patreon, YouTube, or something less than $100. I would have to spend time saving to access anything greater, and I need to make changes now. what would help connect me to the earth-connected, grounded, protecter side of me that would translate into realistic action, not only a felt sense of power? So that when I encounter someone potentially dangerous or someone overstepping a line, I’m moved to react with smart strength?
What fields would help me to develop a side that evokes a fearful feeling that someone needs to back off, Now?
As a kid I was in touch with this more. Then I didn’t like what I saw in how it made people feel. I wound her up and became gentle. Plus I had some psychic experiences where that primal being within was chained and bound by others. There is still a repression psychically, where I feel her no longer chained perhaps? But she still feels oppressed and suppressed. Need to allow her to integrate with me so I can properly defend myself in this world.
I’ve had crazy folk come to me and I need to be able to protect myself.
Appreciate your thoughts.