Well lets see.
Lets start with GrandMas
On My Dads side we grew up apart from her and she was not nice lol so i dont have much memories of her. Shes passed already.
On my Moms side tho, she is still alive 90 years old. Had 13 kids lol and let me tell you i have never met anyone as strong as she is, as honest, as humble but also tough. She is the representation of the Queen of Wands and funny tho the drawing of Captains QoW mandala looks like her younger self 
shes been hanging on a thread many many times, like the Doctors dont give her a month, and that has been since 2015 up to now, rushed to the hospital many times, yet shes still strong and forward.
I am so thankful to her for so many things but the most special one is this haha:
She taught me how to read the clock. I was literally afraid, scared to learn that lmao not kidding 
Mom tried, my oldest sisters, teachers, i was afraid to learn that, but she was always so gentle and sweet she helped me overcome that 
And now that i think about it i guess in my little wise self i knew time doesnt exist 
My Mom and I had a very hard relationship growing up, i am the youngest and i was wild and weird, and i didnt want to follow rules or anything. So i different than my sisters grew up super restricted. However i always felt her love and dedication. Fast forward to my adulthood (and having discovered that all the problems related to my reproductive system had a strong link with the parent’s relationship) i decided to start healing all my traumas etc, my Mom used to own a decoration store (she is an artist and a great one) and for 2 months id go there in the afternoon with food etc and literally talk about her life, marriage, me and my sisters, traumas etc. We cried a lot, we laughed a lot, we argued, we made up, i learnt sooooo much about her and therefore about Me. We healed so much. And since then we are best friends, with bumps on the path here and there but we hold each other with all the force of love.
I admire her deeply. I ran away from home at 12, came back 3 days later lol, at 18 came back 1 year later and then i finally moved out, but the thing is that even tho i was exposed to things, places and people that would have easily derailed me from a good life, i never ever did, in fact i was the opposite of when i was living with them all wild and annoying lol and its all thanks to both parents, My Dad taught me to be tough and forward in life and to dream dream dream. Among other stuff, but my Mom built the core of everything in me. All the strong values as a human being, as a part of a society, as a woman, everything was thanks to her. And i will be for ever thankful for all of it.
She is still alive and fan #2 of Sapien 
And since i am the small, my 3 other sisters were my Moms too and all of them are mothers so yeah i also want to mention them, because each one of them have had my back through every bad time in my life and fully support me, my oldest sister lost her oldest daughter only 22 years old in an accident almost 2 years ago and it was the hardest thing in the family, but seeing her strength and resilience and forward in life even tho i know shes in pieces inside is something i admire sooo much… i could not have bared that pain if it was Me. She died on my sisters birthday which makes it worse, so her birthday and mothers day are hard for me to say something but she was still very happy i did today!
2 other sisters too moms and my best friends.
But theres another sister… shes a single Mom and boyyyyyy its been sooo tough for her (and us) to raise her kid. And i want to mention that because actually because of him is how i really got into Sapien. I had already listened to a couple of audios but just out of curiosity i checked his website and when i read about the Servitors i knew that was the only thing or last thing i wanted to try to work on my nephew because we were going nuts plus in danger.
Long story short, the Dark and Light Servitors were the ones that saved him and my family and have helped him changed sooo much, (he is aware tho)
Phewww that was a lot haha. Thanks if you read, they mean so much to me and well you guys know i live far away from them and miss them every day 
♀
), so my reaction was to pack my bags and walk home. It was the same neighborhood maybe like 30 minutes away, but I was like six or seven years old.
And i also read tarot and when i get paid in Colombia it goes straight to my Moms too 
and luckily found at a park by two ladies, right before 2 beggars where about to grab me. Jesus. Wouldnt be here telling the story.
To this day I still have a small travel bag packed, just in case I want to rage quit. I’ve never had to use it, not that I can travel at all nowadays, but I feel comforted by the illusion that it’s an option. (To add: maybe something to do with my natal Venus in Sagittarius. This bird needs to be free to fly, 
not feel caged by a relationship.)
