I have a very pessimistic view of the world and feel like I’ve been choses to suffer, I do make mistakes that one would feel should be punished for if karma existed but I feel helpless in these mistakes. For example I have a strong addiction to weed and pornagraphy and it’s been a long battle in my life of wanting to quit but not knowing how to culp through withdrawal. It seems with or without weed I’m still depressed it’s just weeds probably made it worse and only sloths it for the duration of the high. I know that weed has an affect on fields. It seems to cause a blockage and I often find myself using the abundance and luck field to scrape up money for weed. It’s unproductive for me and without it the withdrawals just kick my ass until oblivion. I do use withdrawal field and addiction and actually can feel some progress trying to happen but I succumb. I feel out of control and that may be a spell some angry person throughout my life has placed on me or maybe and entity since I feel so out of control. Or maybe just me harming me idk. Chart says I’m an aquarius sun, Capricorn moon, and Libra rising what ever that means but I feel like it’s a cluster f***. I’m quiet, timid, shy, insecure, hate strangers judgements of me, have issues with self love/hate, however I am a compassionate person, nice, passive, polite, patient (in person to person situations, not internal life) I catch my self forcing a fake smile just for the comfort of others and think it looks foolish and noticably fake. Any way here are my paid fields
Knight/warrior (3days since purchase)
Booted boots
Plasma flower
Self respect
Charisma and glamour
Soul core restoration
Auric repair
Chakra series
Point of no return
New perspectives
As I read your post, I don’t think you need so much help in building “a stack,” as much as you might be asking your stack to do too many things at once.
Sometimes I compare this “work” to cleaning a super messy room. When it’s gotten to that point where it’s super messy, we tend to look at the entire room at once. And then that perspective just discourages us, right?
But when we chop the room into pieces, things become more manageable. Maybe the first priority is to clear a path off the floor so we can get to the bed. That we can do right now, and maybe even feel a sense of accomplishment and encouragement from that.
My point is don’t try to do a one-stack-cures-all. Write down your various desires. Just do a brain dump. If you had a magic wand to transform your life tomorrow, what would be changed and how? (Don’t worry. I’m not asking you to share any of that here. That’s between you and you.)
When you do your brain dump, you’ll notice that most of your desires clump up into certain natural categories (that are individual to you). Pick one of those categories and do a stack for that.
Now, we all have our different ways of picking our one category. Some people like to start with the category that’s least troublesome to them, so that they can get an easy win and build up a confident momentum with these fields. Others like to start with they think is the bedrock or foundational category.
Just like with cleaning a messy room, it really doesn’t matter where you start.
As you’re doing your brain-dump and your sorting-into-categories, check out the How to Create Great Stacks and the Ultimate List of Morphic Field Stacks threads, which give you ideas of how to add free fields (and in what order) to supplement the fields you already have.
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