Hi beautiful souls,
I’m talking by feeling here, so bear with me please…
I’m sincerely asking for help. I notice i have some kind of enormous block, it feels like a large rock placed neatly on my upper body, I’d say roughly in size from the heart chakra to almost the root chakra. It often feels as if it’s pinning me down (even while I’m writing this) and I’d say it blocked me from taking action on numerous occasions.
I wanna get rid of it once and for all.
I can only assume when/how it started. Likely after my parent’s divorce when i was a teenager. Or in a narcissistic relationship in my early twenties. It’s calm mostly, some days it’s amplified, but anyway it’s still there.
It feels as if i took this block (if that’s what it is) onto myself, probably for protection during darker times, but it’s messing with my success nowadays, as i find myself procrastinating too easily.
I’ve tried a plethora of fields…stop procrastinating, energy blockage removal, aura clearing, trauma release, forgiveness, among others. They all seem to have a soothing effect noticeable, just… I feel as if the root, this block, is still there.
If you have any suggestion, please don’t hesitate. And thank you very much