While I was in meditation and allowing my subconscious to reveal some realizations, I saw something I think is very important.
I saw a dead man in a hospital bed, but then his life began reversing. However, the whole time he was still dead mentally and emotionally, even before his death manifested physically.
He went from dead, to the moments before his death inside the hospital, to sitting up, to slowly standing up, to being home before he arrived to the hospital, to being in his 70s, 60s, and so on.
When he got to his 30s and 20s, I asked myself “When is it gonna stop? Did he die because of a bad marriage? Was it because he could no longer follow his dreams once he had a big family with a lot of kids to provide for? Why do I see him as a dead man walking through life going through the motions?”.
Then arrived his teen years, and I knew I just had to keep watching in silence as I had no clue what was occuring.
I saw him dead inside as a teen, dead inside during highschool and middle school.
Then I saw him come alive as a child.
It was immediately clear to me what the concept meant when I saw this.
Kids are pure and they live life the right way, many times fearless, full of love and joy. They understand that the lack of limiting beliefs is the correct mindstate to have during the manifestation process, even though they may not be conscious of it, so they dream big.
It’s only until society projects their programming unto these children that they slowly lose themselves.
When we are told what is possible, who we have to be, how we have to talk, and are confined to specific programmings, we lose a large chunk of ourselves in the process.
My subconscious was telling me to be like as a child in some ways.
