I am being attacked. For years now. I am tired and exhausted and if you are knowledgeable to help please chime in or message me in private.
So some 6 years ago misfortune started which was ongoing for 1-2 years, left me devastated. At the time I had no clue this had been a major attack to me. I became ill, lost almost all my money, broke up from a long relationship, lost all friends and connections, got depressed and sad and all the side effects all these could cause physically, emotionally and mentally. From time to time I would have some other small misfortune.
Fast forward two years ago, I started learning about magick and figured out I might have been attacked. As I learnt more and more I was convinced and this might became a certainty. As I was reading I even found structures and rituals which describe what I went through when you attack someone. Not saying they did the exact rituals on me but its possible they are very similar as its the ideal structure to attack someone and totally destroy him/her.
I started shielding myself. I didn’t go with magick protection but energy shields. They were and they seem to still be effective. I understood their significance and I was doing them everyday. For a lot of months things seemed to get better and better but I noticed that if I just one day forget to do the shielding I would have bad luck and nightmares. Meanwhile, at the beginning of this year I also did a very well known and powerfuck magick ritual, along some others I found in other books. They felt good at the time.
I am now under two powerful and lasting magick protection rituals, one energy shield and Shielding 3.0. From all these four only one I know is very powerful and if I don’t do it for that day I will have the bad luck and nightmares for that day.
Yesterday I once again forgot to do that shield. I had a nightmare in which I was actually seeing that I was under a psychic attack by a stranger. I could see the stranger. The attack was so bad and devastating. I remember I was so “beaten up” I couldn’t speak. I was smashed and I was terrified. The stranger actually told me something in the lines of “that’s fine, at least now you will learn about Celtian” meaning I was attacked by some kind of energy of magick that relates with the word “Celtian”.
I have zero knowledge of what Celtian is, it is the first time I heard it in my life. I woke up remembering this. I thought it’s something I made up from my mind. I googled it anyway and a music band came up, it makes no sense and the closest thing I can think of is celtic and celtic magick.
The dream was very real and bold and what was happening was very real and bold.
I am so fed up with all these and I want to fight back. I had enough, it’s been years and I don’t understand how and why an attack lasts for so long.
I read from time to time that there are rituals which return attacks back to sender or even return them tenfold. I don’t know if this is true or if someone just tries to sell a supposed ritual and make some quick cash. But if a ritual to return the attack back to the sender exists I think that’s what I need. I have had enough and maybe the one doing this needs a taste so he/she stops.
Thank you for reading all this. if you have a view on all that, information or insights or a clue to help me out please do so. I am tired and exhausted with this situation and any advice would be helpful. Feel free to reply here or message me in private.
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