Only if you hate yourself.
I mean like, literally!
If you love yourself and if you love life, then there is not a single scenario where you would wish “for this to end”.
Fake guru in my opinion. Just another agent of the system who promotes the mortalist propaganda.
As for the rest of this thread, I feel like too many folks here are still too infected with the ideology of “death”.
Just because your physical body will die one day, does not mean that you will.
You are literally immortal already.
People are literally immortal on the earth’s astral planes right here and right now.
And there is nothing you can do about it.
But if you guys would finally stop identifying yourselves with your physical body, that would help a lot with life in general.
Also, none of us here is going “to merge back into the Source” just because your physical body died. You all will continue your lives on the astral planes.
Between “The Source” and the astral planes, there are probably thousands of further dimensions and levels to ascend through before you finally get to “the Source”.
So to answer the original question “whether I would live forever if I could”:
It is not something I can choose.
Life is eternal and I am eternal.
It is impossible for me to not exist.
Since I cannot choose this because life is already eternal, I will reverse the question: “If you could die, would you?”.
And the answer to this is “NO! I would not.”
How much self-hate and resentment for life would someone need to have to choose to no longer exist?
Guys, before speculating about life and “death”, please do your homework and study the available materials on the topic. Even 3d earth scientists have been researching this for the past 50 years…
(Me linking to that thread for the 634th on this forum time feels like I am a one-eyed among the blind and a prophet in a desert at the same time.)