I'm feeling really depressed and have no will to live

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#21

yes i actually did that. it’s a habit i acquired to manage the intense constant pain and anxiety of my other condition. i chewed paper as a way to distract my mind from it. i also cut it into little pieces. and ate anything all the time. just as ways of getting the mind away from the constant pain and anxiety.

i’d be actually chewing gum, but it’d mess with my teeth resins. so i instead chewed paper.

of course i’ve stopped now as i realized that was the most likely cause behind my testicles vanishing in like a year or year and a half.

also, finally after these 12 years, since i started temazcal 3 months ago, my pain and fibro symptoms are finally under control it seems.

thank you for your comments. <3

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#22

thank you very much for your concern ser.

as i commented to others, i think finally have fibromyalgia under control. and i think that after i see a biological dentist (which won’t be soon again thanks to this new problem), i’ll finally be healthy in that regard.

i used to do yoga everyday before i got fibro. and follow (or tried to follow) yamas and niyamas. fibromyalgia stopped me.

but i’ve just restarted as it seems that it’s manageable now and it doesn’t increase my symptoms anymore. fibromyalgia is sadly a blanket term for many things that could be wrong: a description of a bunch of symptoms with no known cause. so better approach for patient is to fight to know what causes him the pain, fog, insomnia, and sensibility. i’ve seen people overcoming fibro by addressing lyme and lymphatic cleansing for example. but few overocome it as most stick to the mainstream medicine view of “we don’t know what causes it”, so “let’s just give stuff for pain and symptoms”.

i’ll also begin eating more fruits and vegetables. i used to be a vegetarian, but eating meat seems to have helped my fibro. it’s probably how the food today is so depleted of nutrients imv. now i can at least cook some more than before. problem now is lack of energy due to low t. lol.

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#23

Oh yes, I’m listening to plasma beach everyday now. do you think plasma flaunt is much more stronger? i want to buy it but it’s realy expensive so not sure if i should buy soemthing else first.

i listened to dna repair for a few days. i want to keep listening but more than five or six fields leave me exhausted and i don’t think that’s good. is it known for how long you should listen to like, get like 80% of the fields benefits?

oh, and of course i don’t chew toilet paper nor any kind of paper anymore. i stopped as soon as i realized that could be the cause of this issue. and i do think it has helped. my testicles were even ascending into my body and wouldn’t come down. after i have stopped, they hang actually quite low the whole day i think, even tho they haven’t regained size. the insatiable hunger also diminished a lot.

thank you very much for the input bro.

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#24

Dont forget jing fields. Important for testicles too and for energy and for healing which fields do too.
Also you dont have to play fields daily, you can play whenever you feel like it.
Also I recommend looking at food intolerances, mostly gluten but others too.

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#25

oh yes forgot abotu the food intolerances: i do think i have them. there’s foods that trigger my immune system. i try to avoid it but they are around everywhere. wheat, maize, high carb foods…

do you think solving that issue could help my testicles? i cna only think of avoiding them as most as possible.

thank you.

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#26

i can only speculate. I wanna say yes.
Speaking from experience, i cant eat 90% food on the market. I looked what is fibromyalgia just now and i have the same symptoms from alot foods i now avoid.
I also wanna say that testicle size decresion is serious jing depletion, thats why i also recommended it.

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#27

yes, it totally feels like my jing just got trashed. just my luck… just my luck,… or my karma… :cry:

maybe if i superload jing using fields? i don’t even know if that’s possible. can you restore your jing without years of training in qi gong?

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#28

I dont know what is qi gong but i would say so.
There is flow of jing and the old jing one is on patreon.

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#29

I would also say you could use plasma flaunt…

(The reason I mention this being that Captain mentioned in the organ regeneration thread that plasma flaunt would be able to do such a thing)

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#30

When you get a chance, see my pm

Everything will be better, faster than you know.

Have faith my bro. Life landed you here for a reason. Things are about to move really fast.

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#31

Good to know that your condition is under control. Then I think going back to pure vegetarian diet and yoga will fix most of all your other problems. :+1:

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#32

I personally don’t own the field (for now), so I will leave this to more expert users, but I read the thread and it seems absolutely insane in terms of healing potential.

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#33

thx. i didn’t skip my asanas yesterday.

meat will be super hard to drop now but i’ve already started cutting down its consumption.

<3 u ser.

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#34

Hope you recover soon man. I just want to add I have plasma flaunt and plasma brain. I notice with plasma brain it goes to the brain nicely. With plasma flaunt it will by default go where it wants to go but you can also direct it to go to certain place. It’s strong as I have to drink water after quite often. God bless.

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#35

(saw your more recent thread but decided to answer here)

Did you loose someone close to you before the testicle problems started or do/did you fear loosing someone (you mentioned anxiety)? Could be parents, partner, animal, child that stays with mother after divorce… ?

#36

Interesting your question. Is it relating his issue?

#37

Chinese medicine clinic
I use google translation; Regarding the problems you mentioned and the essence, you can find this Chinese medicine clinic in the United States to try

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The approachable Qigong practice method (Meimen)