I literally don’t know where to start. I’m being all over the place with this one, I’ll try to wrap my head around it.
First of all, the “implosion” of happiness and love can be felt all over your “body”, it fills you full of it to the point it starts oozing out to the surrounding. There’s an ego dissolution embedded in the field, and I can strongly feel it, as I still have quite a big one =)))) Right when the audio start, it just puts me in a state of quietness, of contentment, and having it all, like others have said I have a smile on my face and deep inside the whole audio. And it continues to build up, so you end up being on cloud when the audio ends. The night the NFT was released, it took me 3 hours to finally go to sleep.
Having this one right before any manifestation stack (especially the Rainmaker) seals the deal for me. It’s helped me get the things I want.
But to me, the biggest part of it all is the teaching from Thay Thich Nhat Hanh that is guiding me from moment to moment.
These days, I just find myself from time to time in awe of the beauty of everything around me, I’m lost in the miracle and beauty of life, items and objects around me got me deep in their charming presence I’m asking how the universe can magically make all these things.
I’m being constantly aware that I am not a separate existence, I’m made up of more than just “myself” and sometimes I feel blending in the surrounding. I’m also aware that I’m part of the environment of this Earth, this universe, and above all, I’m the environment of myself. So in a sense, bringing happiness to the surroundings and to myself is one, and it doesn’t and doesn’t have to come at the cost of each other. It’s hard to describe this feeling in words.
I’m back at my parents for Lunar New Year, new patterns of my ego and my parents’ and other close people’s just keep showing up. But the field also acts as a loving and constant reminder that everybody does what they does out of or in need of “love” and “happiness” at their level of consciousness. Ego can manifest itself in different forms but it comes from the same root. From that perspective, I can deal with the situation with love and understanding, and at the same time let go of what I need to.
An interesting experience is to also realize that I actually have pre-thoughts before thoughts. I know it sounds obvious, but realizing that also helps me recognize and let go of the patterns behind the pre-thoughts and handle the events with mindfulness.
Regarding the Council of the Spiritual Dimensional Self, I’m not consciously receiving guidance from other dimensions but my childhood, I guess it’s dimensional in a sense. From time to time, the field brings back memories from my childhood, not just like in my mind, but I feel like I am there, feel the things, doing the activities. There are good memories and there are bad ones, but right when I come back I just stand in silence, smile and have a deep understanding about myself, and let it go.
I wanna say more, but this field is much more than whatever I can put into words, I feel helpless
Just today, this happiness project has inspired me to do something to help community, I’m sure more than ever about my path, and I hope this endeavor will bring something good for everybody