I’ve spent some quality time away from the whole forum and spirituality community to find my footing in my immediate life because I’ve been putting off the necessary responsibilities of an adult so i could maintain my lifestyle of nocturnal internet and you tube surfing. I’ve built some good habits like resistance training and preparation for my university undergrad in the humanities. I have short, mid and long-term goals to look forward to. Regardless of if the fields are fake or real, i knew i was using them as a crutch for things i need to confront head on. I was only 19 and suffering tremendously at school from social anxiety and the associated isolation and avoidance that comes with it. So I’ve returned with a sharper mind with more knowledge and wisdom. The forum itself is filled with all kinds of interesting topics of inquiry that has genuinely shaped my life and intellectual curiosities for the better, so i am grateful for that.
Since i began listening to fields, I’ve always maintained a level of skepticism. I was invested heavily in this community for a while a year or two ago and i believed in it with a healthy and necessary level of skepticism. This skepticism had me reasoning on both sides: ‘Are the fields real? Or are they not real?’. I would watch hours of videos on theoretical physics and metaphysics and videos by Rupert Sheldrake; I’d meditate on the fields to feel their effects; i would read into or watch videos on spiritual traditions to understand the worldview they put forth; i would listen to out of body experiences and experiences of psychic phenomena from people.
The list goes on… i spent so much time doing this alongside daily listening to the fields in my pocket and playing at night. I reasoned that with all I’ve learnt outside of the forum and what i’ve learnt about the process of field-producing, it may genuinely be real. And i am open to the idea that the fields have helped me get to where i am at now without my knowing. Perhaps they’ve been working in a super subtle way that i didn’t register…
But even since developing a really strong worldview that allows for psychic phenomena to be real, this still does not mean the fields are real, much like if a cure for cancer is possible, it does not mean the dodgy salesmen in the alleyway holds it. And with my months and months of daily listening, i was not blown away by the results. Sure, you could say my expectations were too high, this is true. And in fact on some occasions i did feel like i experienced effects. But it always fell short of giving me certainty or a strong belief for it’s legitimacy. I Always maintained the thought that the human mind is capable of fooling itself in amazing ways… For example, the album on the patreon with the steroid fields were said to have limited protections placed on them and yet i did not feel any overt effect like i would if i injected the real thing. And with inverse gateway, one of the most expensive fields, i have not seen too much of an overt effect from this either which is disappointing.
You, Sammy, seem very down to earth and genuine, which is coming from someone whose read through a lot of your posts and comments. The man himself, Dreamweaver, though, behaves in a way that makes me question him—which is not to say i think this makes him a liar or delusional. Again, I’m a skeptic who is evaluating things from both sides. If my skepticism comes across as bias against the fields, i don’t mean to insult. This is just my experience and i really do want the fields to be genuine because then they’d be an invaluable resource.
I’d like to have an open dialogue with whoever about whatever in the comments if you see this
