JAAJ's Mystical Journal

If we consider the universe has finite resources
or rather a self contained amount dimensionally.
Use up resources… means you use up matter to create till there is no more
or use up life force or energy till there is a burn out.
Forget about resources means you get lost in nihilism and become unaware that there are resources.
For the observer, when he stops observing, it stops existing for him.

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This was a theme in third season of Star Trek Discovery.

Doesn’t this point to a deeper problem? It seems every evolved species wants to connect. And they have achieved it. And it’s all rainbows and sunshine for them. But what about the darkness?

Everyone is connected when feeling high, but it’s only you when in deep pain and suffering…

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thx for sharing
now I don’t like dolphins anymore :joy:

my uncle trap me into a toilet without light and didn’t let me out when i was young just bc i don’t eat vegetables or didn’t finish my meal
now i’m always forcing myself finish my meal , snack and drink when i’m full
not bc fear or childhood trauma it’s bc i will feel bad if i didn’t finish my food
i even forced my young brother to finish his food before when he didn’t finish
(and of course unlike my uncle i didn’t trap my lil bro into dark toilet haha)

now i will stop foring myself and others to finish food when me or them did not finish
and Imma tell lil bro i won’t force him to finish his meal anymore

Have you questioned yourself, “why do I feel bad if I don’t finish my meal?”?

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I did not question myself ever again after I grew up
cuz i thought it was “the correct answer” since i been told when i was a child
wasting food is bad , food is limited on the planet and a lot of people are starving on a daily basis

there’s a Chinese poem called Pity the Farmers by Li Shen
This Chinese poem expresses the hard work of farmers and hopes that people can cherish food
and i been taught this in school when i was young
I didn’t doubt the answer was correct or not after i saw JAAJs post

and sometimes i will even think
" that animal or plant’s death / sacrifice will be meaningless if I dont finish the meal and waste it"

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Trying to verbalize gnosis is like running in circles in an attempt to free oneself out of a vicious cycle…

Each word will encompass different dimensions and meanings depending the vantage point of the observer that is using them.

Adam is meant to enjoy the fruits of the garden, not to create. The sphere of language will never pave a path to heaven. That’s the whole point of the Babel conundrum. Adam’s God is the Word. He names things to have control over them. His power is that of transmutation and transformation - he cannot create.

Who is the narrator in Genesis? God through Moses? Who parted the red sea - God for Moses?

You cannot reveal or acquire truth by thinking. You do that by acting. Truth cannot be grasped, only embodied - that is the Tao.

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Chapter 12 of 20: The One

Intro:

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“You’re not afraid of the dark, are you?” – Riddick

riddick

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Thanatos is definitely a strong barrier to beat on the path to conquering boredom.

But eventually, this is the only solution. It’s one that is very hard to incorporate… because this type of fear is deeply eched into our minds … the reset button creates a collective trauma … nobody wants to start all over … however, it is a great indicator of how much you actually are on the right path. When death still strikes fear in our hearts, we have strayed from the path…

Living in an Isolated Personal Virtual Reality
vs
Living in a Shared Virtual Reality

Inside a personal internal virtual reality world (e.g. in lucid dreams or self-created on the mid and higher astral planes) a soul can choose to live out all their fantasies in all the possible imagineable ways.

At first, this sounds like an infinite fun.

However, all the beings inside such personal virtual reality worlds are all operated by the subconscious mind of the one to whom this virtual reality belongs to. Every character that is not you is artificial and programmed and operated by you.

Which means all the possibilities that can be experienced within this virtual reality world are automatically limited by what its creator’s current state of subconscious mind is capable of handling and operating.
You cannot create those virtual beings in a more complex or advanced way than you are yourself.

Which means, true growth only happens when in interaction with other real souls.

It can be fun and exciting to live out all one’s possible (sexual, crazy, power, hedonistic, adventerous etc.) scenarios in a personal virtual world.

However, sooner or later one will reach a plateau because the game can never become more creative and complex that the game creator itself! The personal virtual reality is only ever as fun and creative as its creator.

Many souls on the mid to high astral planes spend Centuries in such self-created virtual worlds. But sooner or later, the soul, for true growth, HAS TO interact with other real souls.

Indeed, many souls are HIDING in their own virtual realities, where everything is mostly predictable and “safe”, which is often ESCAPISM from having to interact with other souls.
Just in the same way people often isolate themselves here on earth so that they can feel “safe” and do not have to interact with other people.

However, here now comes the speciality of the physical incarnation into play and one of the reasons why a physical incarnation is such a growth booster for a soul:

This is because the physical environment is in most cases a collectively shared environment. And in such a shared physical environment souls are FORCED to interact with other real souls (for example for physical survival purposes).

While on the other hand, souls who stay in their virtual realities all the time, literally being the god there, often develop character traits of cruelty and anti-compassion.
If it is always “your world” and “you are the god in it” and all the characters in there 100% always behave like you want them to behave, it is easy to develop a god complex.

There is no real room for development of compassion once the god complex happens:

If you don’t have to interact with other real souls, how will you know that you are actually a kind person?

If all the feedback that your virtual characters are ever giving back to you are your own decisions, then how will you know that you are actually the good and loving person?

Self-isolation within a virtual reality will lead to loneliness and cruelty in the long-term.
Which means it makes no sense to try to escape from loneliness into a virtual reality because it will only make one more lonely in the end.

Personal virtual reality worlds can be used to have fun, but one always needs to keep in mind that this is just a temporary vacation (not a place to escape into) and one is not really growing while being there playing “god”.

Examples:

  • Lucid dreaming (personal virtual reality) vs astral traveling (shared reality with other real souls)

  • Escaping into porn (personal virtual reality) vs interacting with other real women and men (shared reality with other real souls)

  • Having tulpa friends (personal virtual reality) vs interacting with other real people and friends (shared reality with other real souls)

  • Taking care of your Tamagotchi (personal virtual reality) vs taking care of a real pet/human being (shared reality with other real souls)

True growth, and development of compassion (!), mostly happens in the interaction with other souls. You cannot develop compassion if you never experience what others experience.

PS:
To increase the fun, souls can also visit each other’s virtual reality worlds and explore what others have created. In the same way here on earth we love to code our own games but we also love to play the games others have coded.

So, play the game.
But don’t forget about the other players.
Playing with others is more fun in the long-term, because you also grow from it.
One of the reasons you are physically incarnated on this crazy planet.

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I agree.
But you still have to observe them.
This is in the description of the Conceptual Realizations fields.
You are learning the lessons through observation of others.
So you still have to at least observe other real souls.

And then, I am not sure whether true compassion can be learned and developed without the actual interaction and at least partly feeling what others are feeling.
Because if you want to conceptually observe the feelings of others, you actually have to feel them, because feelings themselves are conceptual.

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„I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance
Make a change, and break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I love.
I’ll take a risk, take a chance
Make a change, and break away„

A physical incarnation always comes with extremely high risk of being traumatized.

A physical incarnation is like jumping into pitch black cold water and once under water forgetting everything you‘ve known so far.

This amnesia alone already is a severe traumatic experience.

Added to this, the „cold water“, i.e. the physical environment and the limitiations of the physical body.

No more teleportation, instant manifestation, telepathic communication, 360 degree perception, traveling in time, being invulnerable to diseases etc.

Instead, the constantly nagging energy, food, water and safety requirements of the physical body.

Added to this, parents and a society who are in most cases spiritually blind and subconsciously scared as well and you can be pretty sure that the act of physical incarnation alone is highly traumatic and everyone who has the courage for this journey starts with a negative account balance and has to heal themselves up and overcome all the presented limitations as best as possible. And through the learned self-empowernment learned during this process, reach new heights.

Most souls who play the physical incarnation game are truly professionals.

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Sometimes the forces on earth need a gentle reminder of who is really in charge…

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삶이 힘들어도 끝까지 포기 말아
하늘이 네 곁을 지켜줄 거야
너의 발걸음이 힘겨워 소리 내어
주저앉아 한숨 지어 보지만
한번 더! One more try

당당하게 하늘을 봐
이제 시작일 뿐이야 어깰 펴
네 안에 같은 네가 있어
힘들어도 포기 말아 너의 미래
일어나 손을 잡아 세상을 가져

시간이 흐르면 꽃잎이 떨어지듯이
구름은 비를 약속해
몸부림 쳐봐도 하늘의 마음대로
달라질 수 있어
Don’t worry Never mind
그날을 기다려

당당하게 하늘을 봐
이제 시작일 뿐이야 어깰 펴
네 안에 같은 네가 있어
힘들어도 포기 말아 다시 한번
일어나 손을 잡아 다시 일어나

일어나 고갤 들어 oh oh woo

제발 흔들리지 말아
이제 시작일 뿐이야 어깰 펴
네 안에 같은 네가 있어
힘들어도 포기 말아 다시 한번
일어나 손을 잡아 다시 일어나 yeh yeh

지켜봐 느껴봐
서로 다르다 해도 My friend
혼자가 아니야 다시 일어나

The Astral POV

Acquiring the „astral point of view“ means reaching a whole new level.
It instantly extends how far you can go in your spiritual development.
It is a major mindset shift.

What does it mean to have the „astral view“?

The physical universe is just one of many and part of a multi-layered multi-dimensional multi-timeline bigger world.
You as a conscious are immortal and eternal.
Death is an illusion and when your physical body dies you go back to your “previous life” on the astral planes where you live on with the astral body.

Acquiring the „astral view“ means internalizing the truth that your life and existence are eternal and that everything you see around you, especially the physical world is temporary – and that therefore, there is no need to hold onto anything that you cannot take with you back to the astral planes.

Astral view = freedom from hoarding, freedom from holding on to things, freedom from building a safety net out of fear, freedom from holding on to resources for the “what if’s”, freedom from FOMO and resentment for yourself if you don’t live “the ideal physical life”, and most importantly, freedom from existential fear.

Astral view = freedom from the perceived limitations of the physical world.

Astral view = freedom from society’s brainwashing of “everything is futile”, defeatism mindset and death mindset.

Astral view = perception and mindset shift from “death mindset” to “temporary fun physical adventure mindset”.

Astral view = seeing the physical life as an adventure again.

Astral view = letting the heaviness of the physical plane behind while still being incarnated here.

Astral view = becoming light hearted again.

Nothing in this physical universe really matters except for consciousness growth and how you treat other souls.

There is no longer material FOMO because everything that you can physically experience here exists as better and as unlimited versions on the astral planes too.

All your physical possessions only matter for as long as you are here. But there is also no need to hold onto them because all these things exists in infinite amount for free on the astral planes.

How will you know that you have successfully made the mindset shift to the “astral point of view”?
When you are no longer afraid of physical death on a deep subconscious level and your soul fully expresses itself, without any fears, in the physical.

When you make the mindset shift to the astral view, you will no longer long for having the Shinigami Eyes. Because what you will have obtained by then, will be Eyes of the Oracle.

“You have the sight now, Neo. You are looking at the world without time.”

– The Oracle, Matrix: Reloaded

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