JAAJ's Mystical Journal

[JAAJ]

Okay, here is what I understood from this:

Boredom = stagnation = passiveness = entropy = death

Process of actively creating = moving things = proactive = negentropic = life

Both of these forces are together in an equation, meaning that the value on the left is always as high as it is on the right:
→ The more you are bored, the more you will be pushed to create and come into movement again.
→ The more you create, the quicker the game gets boring again.

Therefore, both values on both sides of the equation run up and down from low to high = running in cycles = the cycles of creation = a constant eternal process, therefore an “eternity equation”.

Because it is an eternal equation, balance on both sides is always enforced per its nature, because that’s how equations work.

I don’t get the final part yet, what is meant by “use up resources” and “forget about resources”.
Maybe it means “use up resources” = “allow entropy to happen and waste resources” and “forget about resources around” = “be reminded that there are resources available to be used now and that you have to use them and create”?

Thank you.

[Captain_Nemo]

@JAAJ

I don’t get the final part yet, what is meant by “use up resources” and “forget about resources”.
Maybe it means “use up resources”

If we consider the universe has finite resources
or rather a self contained amount dimensionally.
Use up resources… means you use up matter to create till there is no more
or use up life force or energy till there is a burn out.
Forget about resources means you get lost in nihilism and become unaware that there are resources.
For the observer, when he stops observing, it stops existing for him.

[Drift]

This was a theme in third season of Star Trek Discovery.

[Drift]

Doesn’t this point to a deeper problem? It seems every evolved species wants to connect. And they have achieved it. And it’s all rainbows and sunshine for them. But what about the darkness?

Everyone is connected when feeling high, but it’s only you when in deep pain and suffering…

[Freedom]

I think everybody wants to connect in some way, since we aren’t separated in the first place.

Beings in lower states aren’t capable or at least don’t feel capable of doing so, hence they go for alternatives, some being pretty destructive.

From all people I’ve met, no matter how brutal or “hard” I could usually feel a sense of vulnerability, desire to genuinely connect. But they wouldn’t know how so. They want it desperately but are also afraid of it.

The amount of connection you can experience directly correlates with your spiritual health, vibration, however you call it. If somebody is still deeply traumatized, he won’t be able to connect to himself or others, till he has healed to a certain level.

Think of our conversation yesterday. Tesseract, CEVs, aliens…

I see it as our both individual parts of source moving/thinking/merging on some level in synchronicity to produce the same expression into the physical world.

For us to do this, or even grasp the concepts of it, we’d have to have at least some level of awareness, which is proceeded by being healthy to a certain degree.

[Alkul]

[Ancient_Soul]

@JAAJ

Male dolphins mass rape their fellow female dolphins on a regular basis. And this despite being all that cheerful and playful and “highly evolved” animals.

thx for sharing
now I don’t like dolphins anymore

[Ancient_Soul]

@JAAJ

Society would say:
„Now you have to eat it completely. You cannot throw out the rest into the garbage bin. Especially since food is limited on the planet and a lot of people are starving on a daily basis.“

This is a message that comes from a lack mindset and that uses shame and guilt in order to force people back into what everyone believes – at the expense of individual self-esteem.

The Higher Self would says:
“If the bread does not taste good, then don‘t eat it. Forcing yourself into doing something that you don’t want to do equals self-rape.”

my uncle trap me into a toilet without light and didn’t let me out when i was young just bc i don’t eat vegetables or didn’t finish my meal
now i’m always forcing myself finish my meal , snack and drink when i’m full
not bc fear or childhood trauma it’s bc i will feel bad if i didn’t finish my food
i even forced my young brother to finish his food before when he didn’t finish
(and of course unlike my uncle i didn’t trap my lil bro into dark toilet haha)

now i will stop foring myself and others to finish food when me or them did not finish
and Imma tell lil bro i won’t force him to finish his meal anymore

my uncle is actually a good person and i already forgive him
(don’t mind broken english )

[deja-vu]

@Ancient_Soul

now i’m always forcing myself finish my meal , snack and drink when i’m full
not bc fear or childhood trauma it’s bc i will feel bad if i didn’t finish my food

Have you questioned yourself, “why do I feel bad if I don’t finish my meal?”?

[Ancient_Soul]

@JAAJ

Society would say:
„Now you have to eat it completely. You cannot throw out the rest into the garbage bin. Especially since food is limited on the planet and a lot of people are starving on a daily basis.“

I did not question myself ever again after I grew up
cuz i thought it was “the correct answer” since i been told when i was a child
wasting food is bad , food is limited on the planet and a lot of people are starving on a daily basis

there’s a Chinese poem called Pity the Farmers by Li Shen
This Chinese poem expresses the hard work of farmers and hopes that people can cherish food
and i been taught this in school when i was young
I didn’t doubt the answer was correct or not after i saw JAAJs post

[Ancient_Soul]

and sometimes i will even think
" that animal or plant’s death / sacrifice will be meaningless if I dont finish the meal and waste it"

[Alkul]

Trying to verbalize gnosis is like running in circles in an attempt to free oneself out of a vicious cycle…

Each word will encompass different dimensions and meanings depending the vantage point of the observer that is using them.

Adam is meant to enjoy the fruits of the garden, not to create. The sphere of language will never pave a path to heaven. That’s the whole point of the Babel conundrum. Adam’s God is the Word. He names things to have control over them. His power is that of transmutation and transformation - he cannot create.

Who is the narrator in Genesis? God through Moses? Who parted the red sea - God for Moses?

You cannot reveal or acquire truth by thinking. You do that by acting. Truth cannot be grasped, only embodied - that is the Tao.

[JAAJ]

[JAAJ]

Chapter 12 of 20: The One

Intro:

Wonder Woman Official Soundtrack | Wonder Woman's Wrath - Rupert Gregson-Williams | WaterTower

[JAAJ]

“You’re not afraid of the dark, are you?” – Riddick

[Alkul]

Thanatos is definitely a strong barrier to beat on the path to conquering boredom.

Poetry: "Do Not Go Gentle into that Good Night" by Dylan Thomas (read by Tom Hiddleston) (12/12)

@JAAJ

“You’re not afraid of the dark, are you?” – Riddick

But eventually, this is the only solution. It’s one that is very hard to incorporate… because this type of fear is deeply eched into our minds … the reset button creates a collective trauma … nobody wants to start all over … however, it is a great indicator of how much you actually are on the right path. When death still strikes fear in our hearts, we have strayed from the path…

[Alkul]

Alone by Edgar Allan Poe, read by Tom o' Bedlam

[JAAJ]

Unreal - Rrajigar Mine Remix Performed by Bryan EL

Living in an Isolated Personal Virtual Reality
vs
Living in a Shared Virtual Reality

Inside a personal internal virtual reality world (e.g. in lucid dreams or self-created on the mid and higher astral planes) a soul can choose to live out all their fantasies in all the possible imagineable ways.

At first, this sounds like an infinite fun.

However, all the beings inside such personal virtual reality worlds are all operated by the subconscious mind of the one to whom this virtual reality belongs to. Every character that is not you is artificial and programmed and operated by you.

Which means all the possibilities that can be experienced within this virtual reality world are automatically limited by what its creator’s current state of subconscious mind is capable of handling and operating.
You cannot create those virtual beings in a more complex or advanced way than you are yourself.

Which means, true growth only happens when in interaction with other real souls.

It can be fun and exciting to live out all one’s possible (sexual, crazy, power, hedonistic, adventerous etc.) scenarios in a personal virtual world.

However, sooner or later one will reach a plateau because the game can never become more creative and complex that the game creator itself! The personal virtual reality is only ever as fun and creative as its creator.

Many souls on the mid to high astral planes spend Centuries in such self-created virtual worlds. But sooner or later, the soul, for true growth, HAS TO interact with other real souls.

Indeed, many souls are HIDING in their own virtual realities, where everything is mostly predictable and “safe”, which is often ESCAPISM from having to interact with other souls.
Just in the same way people often isolate themselves here on earth so that they can feel “safe” and do not have to interact with other people.

However, here now comes the speciality of the physical incarnation into play and one of the reasons why a physical incarnation is such a growth booster for a soul:

This is because the physical environment is in most cases a collectively shared environment. And in such a shared physical environment souls are FORCED to interact with other real souls (for example for physical survival purposes).

While on the other hand, souls who stay in their virtual realities all the time, literally being the god there, often develop character traits of cruelty and anti-compassion.
If it is always “your world” and “you are the god in it” and all the characters in there 100% always behave like you want them to behave, it is easy to develop a god complex.

There is no real room for development of compassion once the god complex happens:

If you don’t have to interact with other real souls, how will you know that you are actually a kind person?

If all the feedback that your virtual characters are ever giving back to you are your own decisions, then how will you know that you are actually the good and loving person?

Self-isolation within a virtual reality will lead to loneliness and cruelty in the long-term.
Which means it makes no sense to try to escape from loneliness into a virtual reality because it will only make one more lonely in the end.

Personal virtual reality worlds can be used to have fun, but one always needs to keep in mind that this is just a temporary vacation (not a place to escape into) and one is not really growing while being there playing “god”.

Examples:

• Lucid dreaming (personal virtual reality) vs astral traveling (shared reality with other real souls)

• Escaping into porn (personal virtual reality) vs interacting with other real women and men (shared reality with other real souls)

• Having tulpa friends (personal virtual reality) vs interacting with other real people and friends (shared reality with other real souls)

• Taking care of your Tamagotchi (personal virtual reality) vs taking care of a real pet/human being (shared reality with other real souls)

True growth, and development of compassion (!), mostly happens in the interaction with other souls. You cannot develop compassion if you never experience what others experience.

PS:
To increase the fun, souls can also visit each other’s virtual reality worlds and explore what others have created. In the same way here on earth we love to code our own games but we also love to play the games others have coded.

So, play the game.
But don’t forget about the other players.
Playing with others is more fun in the long-term, because you also grow from it.
One of the reasons you are physically incarnated on this crazy planet.

[Freedom]

Some thoughts

@JAAJ

Which means, true growth only happens when in interaction with other real souls

Or spam conceptual conglomerate.

I see the point in interacting with others for growth, but I’m sure that many lessons can be learned without direct interaction with others.

I’d argue that we often place unnecessary importance on experiences/interactions with others to fill a lack of self worth, while trying to convince ourselves that we “need” this person/interaction to grow.

No we don’t, we just don’t want to be alone with ourselves, bc that means we’d have to actually look at ourselves and grow.

Some souls profit from spending time alone more than interacting with others.
Or maybe that’s just bc they’ve already spend so many incarnations with a lot of “soulzializing”

[JAAJ]

@Freedom

Or spam conceptual conglomerate.

I see the point in interacting with others for growth, but I’m sure that many lessons can be learned without direct interaction with others.

I agree.
But you still have to observe them.
This is in the description of the Conceptual Realizations fields.
You are learning the lessons through observation of others.
So you still have to at least observe other real souls.

And then, I am not sure whether true compassion can be learned and developed without the actual interaction and at least partly feeling what others are feeling.
Because if you want to conceptually observe the feelings of others, you actually have to feel them, because feelings themselves are conceptual.