A guy in my country committed sucide leaving this this note–
“”:: On The Way to Eternity
03 April, 2023
4.25 am
All my searches find a way, tonight. I have got all my answers. It’s a devine moment. Just experienced something that I never experienced before, that can’t be expressed in words. No words are enough to express it. It’s not something that can be proved. You can realize it, only by experiencing it. The sensation, the feeling to come out of body, is just insane. Astral travel, being out of body is not just a concept for me now. I was leading an ultimate happy and peaceful life for the last few months. And tonight, the miracle happend. Why it happend, how it happened, I have no idea. I am a totally different man right now. The whole world has been changed withing a few minutes. There is nothing that I can ask from my life after this.
I was doing my meditation just like other days. Slowly I became very calm. The body started to vibrating by its own. I had no idea about what’s going on. And suddenly the whole universe stoped for me. I went beyond the time and space. I can’t describe how does it feel like. The spirit, the energy was uprising through my body. And suddenly I realized I have overcome the body. It was a joyful and scary feeling together. Just passed all the barriers. Seen something that u can’t see with your eyes. Don’t wonder if someone become mad after seeing the beauty of other dimensions. I can’t describe I have gone through what, even I don’t want to. If it is possible, then try to perceive that devine feeling. I don’t know how much time have been passed. I wasn’t sure about I will come back to my body again or not. But when I was in my sense, found me sitting on the floor being thundered. I couldn’t move my body, couldn’t say anything for a long time. I just wanted to remain on that world forever. To go there permanently, maybe death of the physical body is the only solution.
Let me say u something. I know no one will believe or even understand what I’m saying. Bt who knows me closely knows the understandings I have, will have some clue. We are nothing but a soul, that is caged in our body. Our body has it’s limits. It has to die. Bt the soul is limitless. It’s a form of energy, and energy never dies. Our soul is a part of the universal existence. It’s a source of tremendous power, if u can achieve it. What happens when we die? The soul just comes out of our body, and connects the eternal universe. Heaven or hell whatever you call it. It remains the same. If u get a scope to see the eternal world before dying, trust me, you will not want to stay in this mortal world, even for a single second. Question can be raised, how can I say this? The answer is, I have just experienced it.
In my life time, the only question that bothered me most, what is life? I spent my whole life to search the answer. Read almost every possible books, tried to own almost every philosophy that belongs from each parts of the world, tried to hear the religious and spiritual teachers. Bt one thing you need to know. This is not something that someone can teach you, they only can show you just an aspect of life, a path. The main job has to be done by yourself. You only can know it by going through the process.
To understand life, you have to understand death first. Is it the end of everything or it’s just a medium to transfer the energy from one place to another?
Life and death stays together parallelly in this universe. What we understand as death is the death of our physical body. Bt the spirit never dies. It moves to higher or lower dimension according the state of your soul. If u make it better, it will go higher and the vice versa.
Once you understand what is death, you will come to know what is the purpose of life. And by knowing the purpose, life will be there for you. So what is the purpose of life? This is a complex question, but if it has to be said in one sentence. I will say “Purify your soul as much as possible, become something greater than yourself, connect to the eternal existence.” If you can achieve the purpose, your spirit will definitely go to the higher dimensions, a totally different world from the current one. What will happen if you can’t do it? Simple answer, you will not connect to the eternal universe. Your soul, your spirit only can achieve its full potential by purification. So where do the rest of spirits go? They moves in different dimensions. Lower than that u are right now.
Death is nothing bad. We should not scared about death. It’s a natural process. Everyone shall die. We should accept it as blissfully as we can. I am not promoting death. Bt no spriritual teacher or mystic can deny me. They just don’t say it directly for the fear of being misinterpreted, and maintain the balance of the nature. When an unnatural death takes place, the balance of the nature gets troubled. So can you die by your choice? The straight cut answer is, yes you can. Bt there is a big BUT… You can die by your choice only after serving the purpose of life. Only After purifying your soul. Otherwise the purpose of death will not obtained.
What will happen once you perceive such kind of out of body sensation? The life will become a choice for you. To stay a full life where you are now, in a better way. Or to leave the place to go to the way of eternity by leaving your body, your bondage permanently.
I am not a spiritual or religious teacher. I am not saying to believe me, to follow me. I’m just saying try to perceive, realize and experience your existence. The rest will be automatically understood by your own. You will know what to do and what not. Try Islam, Christianity, Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, Stoicism, Confucianism, Zen, whatever u want. Bt try to find the truth. If you search it by your heart, oneday surly you will find it. Your life will be thriving from that day.
I know the whole world will be against me, bt truth will remain truth either you accept it or not. And I’m telling the truth. There are so many people who will come after me, will give their judgement about me. Bt it doesn’t matter for me, now. Before being crucified Jessus Chirst siad to his disciples,
“I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear.”
“You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.”
“I am telling you now before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe that I am who I am."
“I will be with you only a little longer. Where I am going, you cannot come.”
"In a little while you will see me no more, and then after a little while you will see me.”
“Very truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy.”
“Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy.”
“In that day you will no longer ask me anything.”
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world”
(This is a part of gospel of john. I just took some lines from it and sequenced it in my way)
I can’t explain, in which state I am in right now. Just feeling, I can’t wait anymore. I will choose the way, the way to eternity. I can do it again that I have done today. Though I am not sure if it’s an once in a life time experience or not, I will be able to do it angai or not. Bt I want to overcome this physical world permanently. I’m not thinking about anoyone, anything that belongs to me. Don’t want to talk to anyone, don’t want any opinion. It may look like a self centred action by the typical perspective. Bt when you will see it by the perspective of the eternal universe, you will find something different.
You will know, there was a man went beyond the limitations of human abilities."""