What kind of resistance would the ego bring? I mean what could it possibly try to do to make you NOT wanna wear the power of an archangel?
The poster has left the forum a couple of months ago, so I’ll respond from what I have personally gone through (I’m wearing the mandala since last summer).
Back then, I was still trying to heal from a bunch of stuff. And even if I was praising the pandemic during its first months (with the classical claims such as “yes yes, this is a good opportunity for inner growth”, “yes yes, I’m grateful because it’s a life lesson”, “ah… finally some time alone, woohoo!”)… I have to admit now that it had totally messed me up.
Not to mention that I was full of anger and resentment, regarding the other life events mentioned above. I was in full “from now on, no mercy for anyone” and “never trusting people again” mode and other similar blabla.
My own mother was freaking out and saying she wasn’t recognizing me anymore. Because indeed, the pseudo-steel-gladiator mode is not my genuine nature. I’ve always been kind of cyclothymic, but back then there wasn’t even any cycle left anymore. I was just suffering like hell, but wasn’t allowing myself to bend or whatever. If you see what I mean. The fear of appearing as weak, the fear of being misinterpreted… Honor-shit, etc. You name it.
So when the mandala came into the picture, it was simply forcing me to realign with my gentler side. Or unlocked side. Or no name side. Forcing me to abandon the “I’m a victim but I’ll act like a predator for the sake of a pseudo-dignity and pseudo-strength” shit, you know. Lol.
And the ego was naturally super irritated because fully challenged in its image-maker game.
Same old story, as usual: I gave up/surrendered and then we became friends. I like to “lose” (aka win) in this kind of situations.
Ok here I am rambling again but I hope it was understandable enough lol
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Lol thanks for your explanation, I’m gonna use it myself and see what happens. Tbh I’m kinda deciding between Thor and Michael rn, idk which one I should try first lol
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You want some giant cliché? “Trust your intuition”.
I love clichés :))
Perso, I use them both. I had started with Thor but quickly paired it with Michael. There’s an unexplainable harmony that I find in this duo. It may not be the case for everyone, of course.
I guess I like the “we got your back, don’t worry” side. When I look at the men in my past and even present, there’s something. Warning though: I’m not writing this to put the blame on a specific gender. It’s rather me subconsciously attracting that kind of people. Nobody’s fault. I’m still working on it. So yes, there’s a pattern in my life in which the guys have always been hiding behind my back. Literally (maybe I already wrote it somewhere on the forum already): there have even been guys hiding behind me during fights 
Actually it’s flattering because I’m not thick or tall, nor a jujitsu master. Must be about my glorious paternal aura 
Not to mention those who are always sick and tired because they have cut their pinky finger.
So having Thor and Michael guarding and protecting me has been a good substitution/consolation so far :)))))
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Where can I find shielding aura of fear?
What work well for female attraction? Thor or Michael mAndala?
I have seen some people say that the energy of angels and archangels has helped them get female attraction, but your intention should not be malicious. It also depends on whether these entities want to work with you, you must show true commitment.
If you are looking for some love and attraction this maybe is the best I have tried:
