my name is robert, im the older brother of Daniel, here better known as “BUP” or “Mr. Nobody”. The reason i have access to his email and accounts is a tragic one. Daniel decided on the evening of the 13th of september 2024 in a schizophrenic-induced acute phase of psychosis to end his life. he was battling multiple mental health issues, which grew over the last years, especially weeks.
i see, that he was very active in this forum and had found a place where he could exchange ideas, talk and having contact to other people. thank you for providing him place of warmth and retreat, where he felt safe.
Ohh lord, that is so sad to hear man… I’m so sorry
It wasn’t long ago when I lost two friends to suicide, with the recent one being in January this year. Last time I spoke to him was around Christmas time, and we were supposed to go out for the New Year, but he never got back to me, and I never heard from him since. It was only later, around March, when I bumped into somebody I knew who delivered the bad news to me. I don’t know why, but I still keep my text conversations that I had with him on my phone rather than delete them.
I’ve been struggling myself with mental health issues like paranoia, emptiness and depression. All I can say is… sometimes I worry about been next.
