Spiritual + Mentality Journey
Kicking this off with Jaaj’s Self Love Stack. I’m using the original one, not the one that’s split into sections.
To be transparent I’ve struggled with self-esteem, self-love, and self-concept for a long time. I honestly can’t quite recall a time where I didn’t have these struggles. That being said it’s something that sort of ebbs and flows. I’m not down on myself and miserable all the time but there are chapters in my life where my lack of self love has led to rather intense depressive periods. It’s clear to me that focusing on cultivating a better relationship with myself is one of the best things I can be doing so I was thrilled when I stumbled across this stack!
Outside of fostering this aforementioned relationship as a means to heal past trauma, I also know it’s a key part of the journey when transitioning into a more spiritually driven lifestyle. Im excited to work more with my spirituality. I’ve dabbled, I have Reiki experience and I’ve had attunements in the past. I’ve witnessed amazing things, I’ve “channeled” beings/concepts/people, ive experienced past life regression, and I’ve traveled inside myself to sanctuaries i had no idea existed. That being said I have no active practice and I am terrible at meditating without guidance. 
The Fields
Jaaj’s Self Love Stack Started 3/1
Listening to daily if possible. I think I’ve missed one day as of 3/17
I’m also experimenting with this stack. I call it Three Treasures +. I came across the idea of tapping into chi, shen and jing here. Current layout update by Sarumann33
- Jindan
- The Ojas x2
- Pranic Swirls x2
- Jing Restoration
- Chi Compression into Dan Tien
- Chi Compression into Bone Marrow
- Jing Infusion
- Chi infusion
- Shen Energy
Imaginarium Divine
Tested this last night before bed (so like 3am). I fell asleep at some point during the field but only played it one time to feel it out. It was very relaxing and I eventually fell asleep during my attempt at an active meditation.I woke up with my body on fire at around 6 or 7am. I was generating so much heat, mainly in my head, back and stomach. It wasn’t painful or anything but it was definitely not a typical overheating.
I was also told a word I couldn’t remember earlier in the day as soon as I opened my eyes so that was cool. The word was caulking though I know that’s not really relevant but it made me laugh since it came out on nowhere.
Dreams were also very vivid though I can’t remember them right now. I do remember thinking that they were important and I should try to commit them to memory. I still have vague images in my mind now but they aren’t clear enough to write down.