Maybe our feelings, our energies, our actions (and maybe not so much ours but rather we are theirs) have a life of their own (?) and might even use you (?) - - - My Resolve and My Answers

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#13

I am obsessed with replying (it seems so), perhaps I’m doing it for attention (?), idk.
I mostly do it in the threads that I start(ed).

I changed my mind And I resume this thread.

Am I somewhat toxic in my posts?
Perhaps (in some posts/topics?) , but it is not my intent(ion).
What does it mean to be toxic?
What is it?
Gonna search for answers - just not now, a little later.

Edit: I have a few (newly) recommended fields.
Edit: someone may be thinking that I use my problems as excuses (just a random thought that passed through my head :grin:).

Newest Edit: It seems that I really care for my image, how do I look, how do I talk, how do I think and (especially) how do I act/behave.
I am somewhat self-obsessed, but it is not a bad thing, it can be a good stimulant.
Perhaps nothing (at least the vast majority of things) is bad.

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#14

My head started to hurt, cold symptomp, played a few fields for brain (the Brain Refresher×2, Deep Brain Magnetic Stimulation×2 and Brain Regeneration×2) And I immediately felt my headache go away; I fell asleep for like 2 hours, woke up headache free, yet I will continue with Virus disruptor 2.0 and Restoration from the Long Haul, I don’t want ANOTHER ROUND of those pesky viruses…

Maan, it’s unbelievable that I have access to such technologies, to such miracles - Again, Thank you, Captain, for all your extraordinary work.

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#15

When I listen to (some) fields, when I do Spiritual/Energetic work and I reach a (slightly?) higher state/consciousness, I don’t care about my “enemies”, those people who have wronged me in the past and somehow I have empathy for these souls, who are hateful, nor do I care about petty needs and ambitions, it’s like I got it All, I feel a Joy that is beyond the physical, a Glimpse of Something Truly Glorious. :grinning::pray:

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#16

The secret to happiness (one of the secrets)?
Learn to see the value in/of what you got!
If you don’t value what you got, it’s quite hard to be happy with material things, in this material world - I don’t know if this applies to Spirituality/spiritual matters.

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#17

You know what I love the most about this place, besides fields of course?

The fact that no matter how much I read (and I don’t read that much, unfortunately…, well, it depends, sometimes I do), There is Still so much more to read, to learn, maaan, and new fields keep coming, new threads, new information, Jeesus Christ… :smiley:

I Love this Forum and I like (love would be a strong word, but I like you - I know I said that I love you all or something, well, perhaps that was an exageration :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:) you people!

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#18

Yep, too lazy to write that again, so I’ll quote it/myself. :joy:

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#19

Yeah…

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#20

I need to update my threads from time to time, at least some threads.

Some things that used to bother me, don’t bother me as much, so Point Of No Return should remain in my list; I still look forward to a time when I will not struggle with one problem/issue or another, yet I am making some progress, mostly psychological, but also physical/health related; I am still trying to figure out the perfect stack(s) for me, ideally between 15-20 daily audios; I guess that I TRULY Need a Schedule, I am chaotic, I do not sleep many nights, insomnia still haunts me, yet not as bad as it used to.

Edit: regarding fields, ONE field a day is better than zero, one listen is better than none.

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#21

Started repeating Affirmations again, plus, I use them as another layer added to/besides the fields; for example, if I listen to a health (general health or a field targeting multiple organs, etc.), I say/repeat these type of affirmations

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following the method of Niculina Gheorghiță, a Romanian Psychologist, or/and shorter versions, like “I am Healthy”.

This year has been a crazy one, full of uncertainty; all years are, but this one made me truly uncertain about my future and the future of my mom and certain events, situations and circumstances almost drove me crazy, I was one or two steps away from it…

Life is Full of Surprises.
When I created my account, I never expected that people, strangers that I don’t know, would help me or my dear ones, also, you never know what comes next.

Getting more Resilient and slightly detached from outcomes, yet Sure of/in Your Inner Strength, That is One Key to Improve Your Life and to Go Further.

Also, NEVER GIVE UP, ON YOURSELF, YOUR DEAR ONES OR YOUR DREAMS!

Have a Blessed Night (or Day/Morning/Afternoon/Evening), Everyone! :pray:

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#22

Do You Find People to Be Way Too Touchy these Days?

You can Easily Trigger Someone Without Even Trying lol…

Really, I think our Society Devolved (NOT Evolved) in certain departments…

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#24

Yeah, he is right…

Marxism won the cultural war, America has long been infiltrated, Americans abandoned their good old values and replaced them with Neo Marxism, now it’s all in the open too, they are proud to destroy everything they and their predecessors stood for…

Also, Regarding my previous post, yes, they have long been demoralized/exposed and indoctrinated to be demoralized, thus they can’t take jokes anymore either, everything is black or white, right or left, lgbtq or straight, there’s always a war (a mental one) they are caught in…

Unfortunate to see SUCH a GREAT Nation, THE ONE Which built The Modern World, Succumb so low…

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#25

Apparently, Canada’s not faring much better either — memories can be so short lol

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#26

There is only one Truth, That is Love.

Sometimes, When I listen to certain fields or if I pray or if I do energy work, I feel as if my soul is not only in my body, but it extends, it is connected to everyone and to All creation, to all beings, that’s the feel at least, that’s my Real Self, the one who is Beyond limitations and that’s Your Real Self too…

I only get a glimpse of That Marvelous State/Being, but I just Bless and Love Everyone and Everything, when I am in that state and I ask the Divine that All My Thoughts, My Actions and My Love Be and Interact for the Betterment/Good of All…

Now, as a human being, I am flawed, I am not perfect, but as Whatever I Am Beyond the Physical, That Feels So Good, it’s So Much Joy Within That…

Thank You All for Existing and I thank The Divine and All Life and All That is Good, for Everything.
I feel like Love is the Highest Truth, Especially at Higher or Deeper Levels.

Forgiveness, Love, Joy, These Are the things which Matter.

Have a Blessed Weekend Everyone.
I Love You All.

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#27

A small update and some new defining words about My Journey:

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However, Practically, the first Phrase can’t be 100% Applied, I will always dislike or even hate anyone who would want to destroy me, also anything which would be a danger or which is unpleasant for me, would be viewed in a more negative light, yet, again, you can apply it as a concept, also for Meditating or other Purposes - And, you can’t possibly like Everyone and All Life, but You are Still United With The Whole, Whether You Like It Or Not, so All Nature, All Creatures, whether Aesthetically Pleasant or Not, Are Your Relatives Your Extended Family.

Also, I Will Always Appreciate My Warrior/Killer Instincts, just not go on any dark path, but they can be Very Useful, for all sorts of purposes, first of all practical, at least here, in this Realm.

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You have to Appreciate Your Physical, just as Much as Your More Subtle Elements and Parts, after All, It’s All You, it’s Still You - You Are a Magnificent Being, With Both The Light And The Dark.

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#29

I guess is a distinction between liking and loving. You never have to like your family, but you love and respect them as your family, as yourself in a different aspect. Love transcends liking/disliking. Thats what friends are for maybe. You dont keep friends you dont like, but you love your family despite, as Alan Watts put it, and me paraphrasing, “Probably hating their guts”.

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#30

It is Time to revive this Thread and update it from time to time.

So, I reached a new low or even new lows, in multiple ways, but mostly in one category: weight (although technically, you could also say that I have reached a new high)!!

I’m fat again or better said FAT again, having reached close to 100 kg, currently at around 98kg (216 pounds).

So, the first thing that I need to eliminate from my list: chips, snacks, sweets, etc, plus any fast food.

Why? Why renounce the pleasure of certain goods (you might ask)? Why can’t you abstain from eating too much?

Well, i was already seeing the results even a year ago, when I started gaining weight again, but I was convinced that this time will be different, having been through hell a decade ago, I should have known better, NOT to be too lenient, not to be absurdly confident in my own self restraint, yet I did it, AGAIN (although a decade ago I reached 108-109 kg, close to 110 anyway) (238 pounds).

Another thing, I’m clearly driven by my emotions, and I’m into emotional eating, and the last 2 years (or even more) have not been kind to me, in fact 2023 was one of the worst, if not the worst year of my life (although there are contenders to this category).

Now, I need to set this as one of my main goals, no question about it, I NEED to lose weight and get sexy again. :grinning:

I still need to accomplish SO MANY things, but this one’s a must, I must lose weight.

My goal is to settle somewhere between 65-75 kg (143-165 pounds), so it won’t be easy, then I will focus on muscle gaining, a little bit of body building and other stuff.

Then comes the dating part, which I’ve never been great at, despite my GREAT looks (I used to be sexy as hell, not kidding you lol).

I also want to achieve Great Successes Economically/Financially Speaking, I Have Great Dreams, I.T., Investments, Finally Getting a Degree (I dropped my college in my second year), Having Fun, Seeing The World, Improving Myself in All Categories, from All Points If View (mind, body, health, strength, endurance, money/capital, entertainment, hobbies, becoming more Social, etc.), and Finally, Getting My Own Family, CO-Creating It, Me, a Woman and Our Own Children…

Also, I want to help others, Idk how yet, but FIRST, I Need to Help Myself.

So, now you can understand the title:

From Fatty to Sexy Daddy! :grinning:

I will use all the necessary fields and other tools, to reach/accomplish all my goals.

To be updated soon.

#31

Go to the gym. Lift heavy things til failure.

Prioritize rest, recovery, good sleep.

Track your food, concentrating on protein to build muscle. A literal food diary. Doesn’t have to be forever.

Hydrate.

Stretch daily. Mobility.

Do cardio. Make friends with a kettlebell.

Augment this with fields. But do not depend on fields to do all this for you.

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#32

Thank You for The Solid Advices! :pray:

I will consider them all and see which ones I’ll stick with.