my friends and i went to a river a few days ago. really cool that on that day the number 488 showed up in two things i bought and today in my bank account.
i only brought along my BPIL tag since i’m still meditating on using the kitsune mandala. i just feel like i want to be use my energy first before reaching out to get energy from other beings especially ones i don’t know too well about.
we had a great time from drive to river to home! the river we went to was more of a lazy river where we just hung out with our floaties. it felt like we were there for days and i remember i’ve been listening to a lot of Timelessness audio. (synchronistically my timer went off for what i was baking and my playlist is playing Timelessness audio).
i found out my friends are starting to question reality and the most i could do was tell them i’ve been thinking similar thoughts even though i really want to go off on just exactly what i think.
i noticed there was a cute snake chilling with us by the shore and i started to wonder just how long it was chilling with us. i mentioned the snake to my friends and it started to swim away when it knew we were just staring at it. i didn’t sense any fear in both me and my friends and the snake so it felt good to leave it at that.
i did feel more of my feminine energy and personality come through as i used to repress it growing up because of society. i definitely felt a lot of stares from the guys i found attractive and when i looked their way they still kinda stared back.
an outsider would probably see this trip as normal, but my inner reality felt like it was opening up to more possibilities and energies.