Hi, im not any of the ppl you tagged but ill give you my opinion :)
But also if you could please answer some ?s, that could give us a better understanding of what is happening or might be happening.
1- are you using other creators apart from Sapien Med?
2- are you by chance listening to subs? If yes which ones?
3- have you also recently started working with any kind of Ascension Audio or NFT?
Because:
If 1 and or 2 are yes, Internal Crucible might be cleansing those energies IF those energies dont exactly resonate with your purpose (purpose/goals/desires sometimes are unconscious and further more sometimes they are opposite to what we say out loud we want)
So if those contraditory to your (real goals) are energies that are supposed to settle within the path where Internal Crucible go around burning and transmuting then… it means those werent the energies your body/mind and spirit actually need/want.
But how come? Those other audios/subs are supposed to make me feel eager, determined, forward etc? “in fact… they were working perfectly before i started using the Internal Crucible” 
Makes no sense right?
Well, friend
Yes they could, but believe me when i say (and i know you are not a new member here and know Captain’s work) a lot of times other creator’s energies (without undermining anyone’s work) and specially subs are temporary fixes.
Like yeah you can feel all energized and upbeat, alert etc after drinking a redbull or even just a coke.
But then you crash, and most of the times you wouldnt notice the crash because you have your daily fix of the sugar boost.
And you see, Internal Crucible is POTENT i actually love it and use it here and there for a deeper push in my journey and it ALWAYS shakes my comfort zone because thats how we tend to become with energetic aids : comfortable.
And the end goal of that audio
So whatever is round your body internally that does not resonate to your needs gets also burnt.
And as contradictory as it may seems, you are just in a flush out period.
And feeling
Is the results of having been living in motion, doing what was possible or already there for you, not realizing that those things or the people, places, situations or the way* you were carrying on with them may not be what you trully want or need.
Or there is potential not used from you.
Meaning = you can achieve higher than so far, so this audio might be giving you a tower moment, throwing down all to rebuild bigger and better.
SPECIALLY since this is “an internal basal transformer” … you know where that sits right?
Deep in the core of your being, where desires live and creation starts.
If you read the description of the Transmutation of Lower and Basal Energy audio it says among other things “always be mindful of your ego”
In simple words, whether you are using other creators audios/subs or not, this is shaking your base/known/comfort zone and if you are feeling the way you have been it means, what and how your are living or the things in your life dont exactly align with what you trully want, knowing it or not, its just that… leaving a comfort zone is always hard even when we push for it.
And this audio picks it up. Because well ITS A CRUCIBLE mechanism lol its burning it all
And further more if you are feeling the opposite is again because what was giving you the push and desire to do all of that was a substitute not a genuine deep desire for this or that in particular.
And if is a yes for number 3, then it could be more the effect of those that def bring everything down for you to start over with a higher Vibration to align with what you really want or to match the potential you have but havent used or didnt know it was there.
In any case…
- nothing is wrong with the audio
- go with the flow
- pair it with SLR v3 and or Ego Dissolution
- use the higherself connection one to get insights about why you are feeling like this, what this audio is showing you about your current life, goals and affairs.
- it would be a good addition Become Whole, Root and Solar Plexus audios.
- this shall pass
And if it doesnt… even after pairing it with the audios i mentioned then, drop it, and focus on the flow album for a week or so, and keep going the way you were, its your life and process so go at your pace, but remember if this happened… it needs your attention that something must change in your life. Come back when you are ready.