Increasing your Higher Self connection will help with this. Here is a post from our dear uial explaining how to do this.
Imaginarium Divine wasn’t released at the time, so it’s an addition to the list. If possible, listen to this one while walking in nature.
Astrology is also a very useful tool for your situation as it seems. Maybe a professional reading can help.
And if you are willing to make an investment, I recommend The Navigator of Awe and A Dream of Purity.