I started carrying this calling card again. I did not make any calls. After a little while, it slowly crept up on me, after about 2 hours, and before that, I feel protected, safe, comforted, at peace.
I changed no other fields and after checking what I’m carrying again this is the only one I think can account for this.
It’s like a spiritual massage. I was not aware of how much stress and tension and underlying fear and worry I’ve been carrying day to day. Until this. Like I was hiding it from myself, pushing it below conscious awareness as best as I could. And then this big “mother?” Dragon just like, no, you will be at peace now. Be comforted. Relax. You’re safe. *exhales