I was weighing the idea to enroll in the course since it’s been launched but something/someone (…) was saying “don’t rush!”
Plus, my country may be one of the rarest locations where PayPal was banned a few years ago for obscure reasons. And since unlike Gumroad, Teespring, Patreon etc. the course is payable only with PayPal for the moment, let’s say that it’s another reason to postpone.
The other thing is that I already have a quite huge list of fields which I stick with consistently and knowing my explosive side (natal Uranus opposing natal Sun in messy houses = a terrible mixture , according to a hardcore astrologer that I’ve visited. Bless you, “Nullify negative planetary effects” field ), I try to remain reasonable. I said in one post that I was addicted to my playlist but actually my only addiction is cigarettes; the rest is commitment and fidelity.
In brief, I didn’t want to add anything else to my Sapien playlist, not even tracks which would be basic or essential. I was also trying not to be influenced by the “wooohooo mood” that this forum gave to me (totally in opposition with my severely withdrawn profile of these last months… or maybe years actually ).
Ok, so all this blabla just to explain that I was apprehensive about the Core restoration but finally I said “you know how to ground yourself in case of a mess” and took it. Maybe also because I got frustrated about this PayPal issue (spoiled child…).
Only 3 listenings so far = way too early to give a clear picture of it, but I’m pretty sure that the regular listening of Cord Cutting and Ancient Arts (which I sometimes interchange with the oldest versions in Patreon, having a particular affection for them) has helped me to be… more prepared?
Because the feeling was a kind of tree experience and a milder version of a chainsaw lol literally hollowing me. Not a big surprise, since most of my cords etc. are within myself/selves… I’ll see how will be the computational effect in the months to come but for now, it’s a relief tinged with “oh my… what will be left of me at the end…”