< TLDR: Surprisingly this field fueled another breakthrough in my unconditional self love journey. Before playing I felt dissociated and energetically low. Immediately after putting this on I felt my breathing getting lighter and deeper followed by waves of energy throughout my body closed by a release of emotions I earlier couldn’t get access to. After this I felt relieved and a wave of joy and gratitude flooded my system. This came as a surprise because I own premium paid energy fuel fields like all of the negentropic three treasures proving once again that some free fields like this stand on their own and cannot be replaced, not even by paid ones. Very grateful for this! 
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Another missing piece to my healing journey, and totally unexpected. I’m grateful for my angels, spirit guides and ancestors guiding me to this rejuvenating gem and for all the wonderful people who contributed to this thread, sparking my interest to try this.
Since a couple of weeks I’ve been steadfastly making my way back to God/Source in unconditional self love after 29 years of basically self hate. I finally could put myself in that position after I was able to confront and release a great part of the brutal trauma I endured as a 2 year old toddler during a deep guided meditation session. Since then the compassion, understanding and love for myself have exploded and for the past couple of weeks I’ve been working diligently on my self love for at least an hour a day in a consciously engaging manner (so very little passively listening to fields), something I was previously never able to do and not a single field could help me before my big breakthrough (Now I am able to use the active meditation self love transcendance fields Self Love Transcendance one of the few self love fields that is truly effective for me, HIGHLY RECOMMENDED) But because not everything is healed yet of course the protective self limiting patterns created by my ego are still enabled, making this process tiring. Today I did my self love work but felt a little bit out of it, mentally, emotionally and energetically. Could only access a small part of the emotions coming up but was okay with that. Was researching the Jindan field on this forum (while I was supposed to be sleeping) and come across this beauty. Saw it before but didnt think much of it since I own “Premium” paid fields like all the negentropic three treasures so how could a “free” field help me right? WRONG thinking.
After a couple of seconds playing it I clearly noticed my breathing became lighter and deeper. A couple minutes in I could feel an energetic surge through my body, concentrated in my legs and after that I had a cathargic release of emotions, probably the ones i couldnt get access to earlier. I immediately felt such a relief and a wave of joy and gratitude came over me. It was like the life force that was missing to completely access my emotions was filled back up, making me feel more alive. So this is the energy I need to fuel my self love healing journey further when it gets though. And I didn’t have to pay a penny! Lesson learned in underestimating free fields, even you own thousands of dollars worth in fields they still cannot replace some of the free fields. This discovery was magically marvelous.
Thanks again Sapien team and forum members!
Just started listening to this stack and boom, a big tax windfall right when I needed it 