Hi @Aria, welcome to the forum!
Sorry to hear you’re struggling with this. Here are a few ideas in addition to the article in @anon48416969’s post.
Perhaps try Sapien’s Overcome Any Addiction, Stop Procrastinating or Unstoppable Willpower fields for this.
Become Whole, the Mental Health album and the Alchemy of Love album may be a good starting point to help with all of this, and may have a positive impact on your physical body and weight loss as well. Unconditional love can do a lot for physical healing as well.
The description of Sapien’s Alchemy of Love album is on the forum here, or here on the Sapien website: Energetic Alchemy Field Descriptions
Here are the fields within the Mental Health album:
Here’s the description of Self Love and Acceptance:
I would like to introduce to you a new perspective on healing here, that could have profound mental and physical effects.
Have you considered working with your own mind/body/spirit connection?
I remember a story in my youth about a lady who was losing her eyesight.
The healer did small general question interview with her,
a lot of the statements she made includes the term “I can’t see”
“I dont like seeing” for example, I dont like seeing how the world is becoming.
It become apparent the lady was creating a mental state in which her own subconscious was responding to by ‘removing her sight’.
With this in mind, let us rather create a loving environment of acceptance to all of the parts that make us up.
Literally communicate with the intelligences in our cells to create rapid healing.
The first step in this i think, is to love your being, fill yourself with that unconditional love and appreciation.
Directly from yourself.
The audio that follows after (is energetically programmed) will help create and induce that in your body, your being will be guided to saturate all your
internal organs, bones and energy system with your own love, while trying to dissolve some of the limitations that may reduce that.
Perhaps see how you go with individual weight loss related fields if you find the Weight Loss Combo field uncomfortable in particular.
Many people have found listening to the individual fields within the combo more effective for them than the Weight Loss Combo field.
You may wish to try the Intense Weight Loss Regimen playlist and the fields in this thread: