Wow!
I have read your post and I’m in Awe!
I never thought about a Church in such an amazing way.
Thank You for Sharing Your Understanding.
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lmao, a full circle
Be at peace with your pause. For even silence is part of the song, and rest is a part of the dance. Trust your rhythm. Trust your pace. Dance when you’re moved to dance, and rest when you need to rest.
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Sometimes I think that’s the only thing that is left to me.
I find pretty much everything else soul-killingly boring.
I find zero excitement in doing what most other players are doing.
This boredom annoys the fuck out of me.
Upon deep reflection into myself I found that all my negative emotions, coping mechanisms, laziness, avoidance of action-taking etc. can all be traced back to being annoyed by incredible boredom.
This boredom has nothing to do with depression or anything like that.
It is really boredom to the core on all levels of realizations.
Either that, or my perception has been filtering out a big and exciting part of the whole game during all this time.
I do not yet fully understand the concept of boredom and what it actually is.
I will write more on this in my mystical journal later.
I understand what you mean.
I feel like that for me it is long beyond just speed-running through the levels and cheat myself to the end of the game as quickly as possible.
I want to be one who actually creates new levels that others then can play and speedrun through.
That’s the only thing that kind of still excites me.
There is this scene in the Death Note manga were the god gets bored with everything and decides to create new unique adventures “against the normal rules”.
I feel like this scene sometimes perfectly reflects what I am feeling:
I will continue working on this, because this is the only way out of the boredom.
Nah mate, way too boring.
In my experience, if you let life just happen without proactive manifestation, the only thing that will happen is the usual boring annoying shit as per the matrix’ patterns. Or your will manifest unhealed beliefs from your own shadow.
Same reply as what I replied to SnipingTour.
If you are a feather in the wind, not only will negative shit happen, but the whole process is boring to me.
This no different that playing the game with some randomizer elements!
But for exciting stuff to happen, you first need to proactively feed the randomizer with exicting stuff!
You see, the whole reason why creation exists in the first place, is because god / the Source was bored and went on a self-exploration tour:
You cannot force yourself to enjoy the process.
This is like forcing yourself to find excitement in a game that you are forced to play.
This is lying to yourself.
Total mental incongruence.
Lying to yourself is the biggest cognitive dissonance one can do.
If the process is shit, a.k.a. boring, then you cannot force yourself to enjoy the process just because “you have to”.
Forcing yourself to enjoy shit, is the opposite of self love.
The only way forward to re-excitement that I see is to actually change the process (the game).
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You can create from your ego or you can create through the love of the creative spirit.
both are creating one is truth and inspiring the other is choas waiting to happen, maybe not in a month or two or even 10. But another lifetime would be impacted.
it’s simple, how are you going to align at the end of the day.
Why is it that you have this framework that believes that God or the creator is bored/making you go through painful or boring experiences, and onto of that you identify yourself to be bored and even
Go out there and explore in nature answers, not those in comic books. It’s like a persona manifested in your parts of your ego.
Consider, if you will, the nature of existence. The grand creative spirit(God), so vast it encompasses everything, so potent it is the wellspring of all creation. Imagine being this spirit, alone in the expanse of all that is. With boundless love as your essence, the catalyst for all creation, what would you do?
Suppose there is a beginning point. If you are the totality of existence, the eternal one, you wouldn’t anticipate encountering another. But loneliness ensues, and with it, the longing for companionship. Thus, creation unfolds.
Yet, would you, the grand creator, conjure mere puppets, strings guided by your hand? Would that satiate your desire for companionship? Surely not. For authenticity, life must be endowed with freedom, able to navigate existence without being tethered to divine puppet strings.
In the act of creation, there is a desire for observing how the creations interact with existence, how they perceive, express, and unfold within the canvas of the cosmos. But with the gift of free will comes unpredictability, and therein lies the potential for pain.
Consider a child riding a bicycle who falls and grazes a knee. The cells at the site of injury may cry out, ‘How could this happen under a benevolent creator?’ Or consider lying too long under the sun’s fierce rays, causing cellular damage and possible cancer. With such experiences, we might question the purpose of pain. But this is the tapestry of free will.
So, if given the choice, would you trade the freedom, the authenticity of existence, and all the pains and pleasures that accompany it for a mere puppet show? Would you craft illusions of companionship or create life with the power to learn, grow, love, and hurt?
Perhaps you might choose the puppet show if you were consumed by fear, feeling attacked, disconnected from your larger self. But such existence is fleeting, an imitation of the grand design.
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why the more older we become, the less we are able to feel present to the moment like kids do?
entropy?
it seems that society places so many expectations on people. we are victims of the very same order that we seek to feel safe.
the order that divides us between babies, toddlers, kids, pre-adolescents, adolescents, young adults, adults, elder, etc. and how things should be for each one.
each phase of life has different social expectations that are pushed by society and drags us to be in certain ways.
if we are adolescents we are not supposed to play like kids, we’re not supposed to engage in certain activities or consume certain things. we are supposed to party, get in many sexual encounters, etc.
once we become elder, all the social expectations that are negated only stack, it’s not that we are not supposed to play anymore, but we are not supposed to party, or get in many sexual encounters, etc. all the things that we were supposed to be or do become negated more and more.
we become more paradoxical beings. with more prohibitions and more desires to be prohibited.
social demands only stack and place pressure and difference on us and drags us further away from the present moment in which expectations cease to exist.
massive schizophrenia.
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I think it is like this because, as we grow older our experience also grows and because of this, less and less things are new to us, so we pay less attention to them.
I would say its quite the opposite of entropy, its negentropy.
As we grow older, we have to put more experiences in order, we have more to “categorize” and eventually, nothing is suprising to us anymore, because everything is categorized and put in order already.
“Oh, this is happening now? I recognize it, It is caused by this and that and I should react to it in such and such way”
Being experienced doesn’t mean we will be right all the time, it can make us more biased to judge new experiences as same as the old ones, because they look similar on the surface.
But it is order, it is negentropic.
We often think that entropy = bad and negentropy = good, but isnt ego one of the most negentropic things out there? isnt ego dissolution pure entropy?
Also more strict and totalitarian societies are more ordered ones, yes? And more liberal and democratic ones are less ordered. Does that mean totalitarianism is good and liberalism is bad?
Thinking about that, isn’t negentropy double entropy? or should I say entropy applied to entropy?
If we destroy disorder, the only thing thats left is order. Two negatives make a positive.
I just realized that every negentropy is entropy and vice versa. Entropy is kind of order because it applies to everything and negentropy is entropy of entropy. Perhaps it is one of meanings of Yin-Yang symbol.
Those expectations you talked about in my opinion are there, because someone has to run the society. Someone has to be responsible and serious, and we expect that from adults. I do think we should question expectations imposed on us though. Not all of them are reasonable.
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Maybe its because they think your philosophy is separate from your work? As in I might enjoy a burger made by someone with different beliefs than mine. They think thats the case with fields too.
I wanted to talk about this oneness a bit. Everything being one is an undeniable fact. Everything is a part of all and there is no way to deny this. But don’t we need to play pretend and act like it isn’t the case? We don’t work for free for example, even though if we believe we are one, it looks like we should? If we are all one then it doesn’t make a difference if someone else gets my money, yes?
If we are all one then a random person would be as important to me as my friends or family, yes?
Maybe that’s a limiting belief, but I feel that to an extent, we have to pretend we aren’t one, as long as we are humans, limited by our hardware.
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I think entropy isn’t precisely chaos, but loss of energy and “the most probable state” mathematically, decomposition. Along these lines, negentropy would be something like an energy gain and a less probable state of matter.
The structural mind seems to be entropic in the sense that loses energy in order to produce well established structures to navigate its self created world.
By dropping all structures there seems to be an energetic gain.
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That’s fine and all. You don’t need to believe in oneness for fields to work. But all I’ve said is that, you do need to believe and be in ‘oneness’ to create morphic fields in the first place. So in a way, the philosophy isn’t separate from fields because the philosophy is what allows for fields to be made. That being said, people are free to believe that fields are placebo or made in a totally different way than the actual creators make it. It really doesn’t matter in the end.
So I think you and others misunderstood my post. I don’t think you need to believe in oneness or any of these spiritual things.
We don’t need to do anything. We all pretend we are separate by default. As humans, we are all playing the game of samsara and have been doing so for lifetimes upon lifetimes. And that is fine, we are all at different points in our development.
I do find it interesting however that when we gain enough lucidity to realize, ‘holy crap, we are one!’ to then go back to sleep and pretending we are not. It is like waking up during the dream and then deciding you’d rather be asleep again and go back into the autopilot programs of the ego.
Being human is not all there is to the universe and eventually it’s time to beat the game and move on. If you’re given that glimpse, it’s a door that can lead to trasncending the human game of duality that is a swinging pendelum of negative to positive-positive to negative, generally leading towards some sort of emptiness and dissatisfaction to periods of satisfaction. We don’t really have much choice in the matter within the game. The game plays us.
I am personally over this game. I’ve played the game too many times and in being more awake, it makes me more and more aware of of the delusions we all fall into. It’s very repititive and a matter of been there, done that. Whatever you want and achieve is just followed by another desire. It’s an endless chase and I’d rather not play it anymore.
So everything you say is true. We are here to play the game. But if you want to finally opt out and learn the lessons you must to transcend this repititive game, then the path of oneness is the one you take. There are many different paths that take you there by the way. There’s no one right way but oneness is the inevitable peak before the next peaks which are beyond the very limited human 3D existence.
But that’s all just me. At the end of the day, where I’ve personally reached within my mind, is the mental freedom I’ve always wanted. I’m not bound by duality and I am at peace 95% of the time and in flow with the world. Money, love and happiness flow into my life seamlessly yet I don’t find myself wanting anything. I got married and am having a child and all I can do is spread my love and light to them. They anchor me back into samsara but other than them, I do find I must detach myself from the game even further. It very easily pulls you into all its delusions. I don’t feel like playing pretend anymore.
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Exactly.
Also, knowing that I can be more, that I am more than this limited existence, as you said
As I am More, it would be kind of a waste to not take this opportunity, but I am moving at my own pace, as each one of us (each variant of The Oneness) moves according to his own rythm and path, but fields and You Guys/this forum have helped me SPEED UP Tremendously.
So, Thank You, Sammy, Captain and All The Amazing Souls Who Have Helped Me! 
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That’s really where my mind is at truly. This is a grand opportunity in your human lifetimes to end the endless chase in the game of samsara. These fields can seriously get you there. It takes many years but years that you certainly still have. And even if you don’t fully learn all the necessary lessons, you will learn enough and be guided energetically enough that in your next life, it becomes all the more easier.
But not everyone has to take the opportunity. Many people still have other things they have to learn still or are suffering to a certain degree, that all they want is some semblance of peace/confidence/strength or whatever it is they have never even had a glimpse of in this life. I get that.
What I speak of is not isn’t going to mesh with everyone and isn’t for everyone. There are fields for all kinds of people and all kinds of desires. If you want to become strong and attractive to improve your confidence and sex life, there are fields for that. If you want fame and charisma, there are fields for that. Your path is yours and all we do is offer you the tools to help guide you towards what you want from your path.
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I didn’t thought you say we need to believe in oneness. I believe in it, I even think its a fact not a belief. I just thought its an interesting topic to talk about
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Ah okay, misunderstanding on my part 
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I think with fields, I can have the cake and eat it too lol, enjoy Samsara, but aspire and reach for More…
It’s just that I’m not really 100% Sure of anything, whether I want to achieve Enlightenment in this life or maybe the next (who knows) - in the meantime, fields will improve my life, all aspects of it - also I’m listening to Ego Dissolution Daily and Ponr and I see huge improvements, I just don’t get triggered THAT easily lol and I’m not getting upset as bad as I used to, also I had anxiety and I was scared of people judging me for Everything, even simple things, now I’m not so interested in their opinions and views, I’m getting freed from the programming, from certain patterns that I thought were to Stay with me for good.
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Then you are on the right path if you are dissolving these blockages. You don’t have to know exactly what you want yet. Just as I said… ‘do what thou wilt.’ Continue to dissolve your limitations and further exposing what you want and leaning towards these things. If you want to achieve certain things you feel you’ve never achieved, then go for them. You might spend the rest of your life never knowing ‘what could have been’ if you had went for those things you wanted. You’ll learn from them and see whether they are what will grant you fulfilment.
You can become ‘enlightened’ later in life. These experiences will teach you a lot about yourself and expand the depth to your understanding of things. I do think that you can be enlightened and still do things. Dream is a great case of being very awake and of higher consciousness, but still creating and do things he loves to do.
There is no right answer here.
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I agree with everything you said there, amazingly explained.
Im not debating this or anything, I think thats true, just wanted to share my personal experience about “putting enlightenment for later”
Believe it or not, but years ago I’m pretty sure I was on a very high vibrational level. Like really really high. It was to the point that I didn’t care about most of wordly things at all. I felt so detached from everything It was like I was an alien. I saw patterns of world around me, people, manipulations going on, peoples emotions, had one psychic moment after another etc, it was really wild. But then one day I had an opportunity to have my deepest desires fulfilled, a temptaion if you will. And I feel for that, later it was so hard to get on that level again. It still is, I didnt reach this level since then. I was very low later, very, very low, for about a year or two. Now Im ok and getting better, but my point is, rejecting “window” to enlightenment to purse desires may make the window close for some time. To realize oneness and high vibrational level is a blessing and in my experience, taking it as granted and rejecting it caused me a lot of pain and suffering.
So Im not saying its impossible to ascend later, it just might be more painful in some cases.
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Hi Sammy,
What is the exact tangible benefit of all of this “Oneness” thing?
I mean, even in big parts of the higher astral planes, souls and Higher Selves experience themselves as individuals. So why bother about this here on earth?
Is this just for the sake of making that special spiritual experience while still being in the physical?
To beat the physical human game, I don’t think that you need to master and incorporate Oneness. You only need to remove all the emotional weight and bagage that is attached to the experience of separation and the endless chasing of the “carrot on the stick” – that is in order to reach “Escape Velocity” as Robert A. Monroe explained it in his astral travel books.
Thank you.
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No wonder I literally just kept taking L after L the day I after I got PoNR and was also using conceptual conglomerate. It made me wanna quit using fields ngl. I used the wealth generation++ field on patreon and made less money… Financial Protector and got ripped off badly. I used the love gravitation wave field and got weird disrespect.
Still not having the hoped for results, but I’m sure they will change. The ones that work on me help, but the ones that work on others don’t, at least not as of right now. I’ve lost friends instead of gained.
As you and @Psimindset both have stated, it is purging. It is a process you have to go through before you rise. Also heard it from a youtuber. He said be happy during the hard times because it means a level up will occur.
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Yes exactly!
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Oneness is the inevitable place you reach when you raise consciousness… It isn’t some choice. Individuality is an illusion we partake in and oneness is what happens when we break out of the illusion.
We are all existing within the framework of being just ‘jaaj’ or just ‘sam’ but oneness is the realization that I am sam… and jaaj and everything else. It isn’t decapitating your ego and having no frame of reference of who you were. It isn’t entirely losing your individuality. Your consciousness still focuses in on your body or for example in the higher realms, consciousness would still focus on the specific form that is taken. The difference in oneness is that your consciousness while focused in on your form is also conscious of being everything else. It has access to everything else. It is free flowing and in tune with everything else… rather than just being in tune with what our egos choose to focus on (due to our development and limiting beliefs).
It is pure mental freedom and the ability to be however you want and feel however you want rather than be constricted to a specific form. The benefit is wholeness and abundance of feeling you have everything because you are everything. There is a bliss to that that is beyond all the best drugs in the world combined. The bliss in oneness is unconditional because it is not confined to our egos conditions of what we want/need to be happy.
The beings in the higher planes are in oneness all of the time. They are in tune with all that is around them. They see more, feel more and are more by extension of this. The higher self or higher beings you connect with… if you are ever in their space, typically telepathically communicate with you because they are extensions of you… and are even felt as a part of you as well because in their realm, everything is one. Yes there are individual forms but they are all faces of the all, still capable of independent thought. They just… are in the know and in the flow of the unity of all things. It is living more true and more freely rather than living within the 3D realms illusions of division. If you ever read first hand accounts of people taking DMT and spending time in these higher realms with higher beings, they all describe the same thing of that oneness with the beings around them.
So to answer your question, the tangible benefit is to break out of the matrix and return to the source. It is to live as you actually are rather than who you have come to believe yourself to be… which is burdened with so many limitations. Oneness is tapping back into the infinite self that allows for free flowing expression, boundless love and possibility.
Humanity is limiting and for good reason. It is limiting because it is through these limitations, that we learn so much and grow as much as we do. Much of what that limitation is, is that we don’t know who we are and try to find ourselves through all the suffering, achievement, love and hate through all these lifetimes. Through all that we’ve come to value, lose, believe in, lose faith in and so on. All of that grows the singular point of consciousness (that is part of the all) that we each individually are in essence, expanding the immensity of information and resilience gained from all these experiences.
The truth is though… at any life whether it’s your first human life or your 16,000th, you can have learned all there is to learn from the human experience by returning to the source in a human body. It is very difficult and the journey back to the source within you through detaching, is the journey of all journeys that gains in you all the knowledge you could want to accumulate here. Mostly because as you move towards the source, the great realization is that every other humans experiences are also yours. Back in the source, you can then move on to bigger and better things than just being a human. This isn’t all there is to the universe.
(These are but my thoughts and not objective assertions)
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