Cuz I was healing one thing and a new thing popped up
And it kept getting worse
Unlike any disease or virus, it was like energetic information to make me die, so my body was eating it self it felt like, i got worse and worse, I knew if I went to a hospital I they would treat symptoms lol
I always thought there was something off about you. Not in a bad way. Incongruent. Mask of the Jock. But definitely something else beneath. Now it makes sense.
I felt like I was in heaven in every cell of my body
It seemed like he didn’t even try much
So awesome lol
He told me he had to force start things to happen cuz I was bad lol
We had many healing sessions over a few days
I remember my mom was so upset and worried, i had to tell her i was attacked, she had no idea what was happening to me, she saw all these dead flesh spots all over my face eyes and lips, she thought I was dying and she completely understood why I couldn’t go to the hospital, i had no choice but to tell her, though i hid from her for days till I couldn’t no more, she knew something was up and peered in my room to figure it out
It’s cool. It’s just a “if you want” kind of thing. If this is the one I’m thinking of, he’s talking about dying and coming back to life and having an “I am everything experience” and the road that took him down, how he processed that over the following 10 years.