Inappropriate vs appropriate
Optical illusion
Depends on how one looks at things
There’s no such things, you racist
Inappropriate vs appropriate
Optical illusion
Depends on how one looks at things
There’s no such things, you racist
A fly can pester a baby
But it can never bother a giant.
Can’t let BS get a hold of you, you get a hold of the bullshit instead (no gloves, just raw gutter shit cuhz)
wait that means no one really is racist even KKK because they just have an opinion and it’s not valuable
sooooo, problem solved?
They are convinced of something that isn’t even real
Caught up in some bullshit
It’s a game, all fun, lots of drama, oh no this is happening oh no he did/said this, i must do/feel this
But that’s a sentence of illusions lol
Idk, i guess I’m real detached from everything… My mom told me she thinks she lost me long ago (I told her I know) lol I’m not moved by much
Literally only things to convince me to get angry or moved in any way is people messing with my people or people disrespecting my goddess
It doesn’t matter if I get moved or not though
It’s just an illusion, we choose what we hold on to, it’s okay in the very end
lol I am becoming that too
is that a bad thing?
I percieve it as a bad thing. I am not feeling stuff anymore except some feelings here and there from stimulation. And I am asking to myself a lot nowadays. Is that was a human really is when growing up or what happens?
not only that. Now I feel dumber too because the silent mind made my mind silent. i may trade it. I am not feeling that comfortable with a blank mind
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Is it to you?
It isn’t to me…
I don’t wanna be part of this normal world
Only lost with my goddess
That’s why my mom thinks she lost me, she would see my float about, all to my self, no friends no normal life, she’d fail to realize just how much bliss I’m always in lol
Do you fear not feeling things?
Is it something valuable to you?
Not true
I used to be like damn wtf, I’m going to be having 0 thoughts, my mind used to be such a beautiful place
But I know this not to be the case
You only feel this way because maybe you’re not doing things frequently so you have time to just be
But it’s about realizing just how genius silence can be, just how enriching It can be
Don’t worry you’ll still be great, charismatic, funny, you would just be doing so from the a higher place
Helping, fixing, and serving represent three different ways of seeing life. When you help, you see life as weak. When you fix, you see life as broken. When you serve, you see life as a whole. Fixing and helping may be the work of the ego, and service the work of the soul
Wow I can’t believe you wrote that it’s so beautiful, nice job my son, i am finally proud of you
yes
yes
yes to that too
now I am not trolling with yes and stuff I genuinely answer.
I mean really that’s all in my mind. Yes/no
not even so much random thoughts
I have to push myself to think idiotic stuff like
“you like potatos?”
I did. Until it stopped.
Honestly
I believe silent mind will make you funnier
You’ll produce less random stuff and more well thought out stuff
If you’re not taking control of your mind your mind is taking control of you
And in a “being funny” case, you’re just capitalizing on the random odd chance of something funny coming through randomly in your head that relates to the moment
If you’re in control however, you become more refined in your jokes because you become more elaborate lol
Back then I always looked forward to it
You’ll produce less random stuff and more well thought out stuff
my funniness come from improvising. If I tell a joke that’s structured people will push me out of the room. No joke. If I improvise everyone in the room is like “hahahah theophilos you so funny” and then I try to tell a blonde joke and everyone is like “get out”
Improv is the funniest even during stand up
Like when a stand up comedian talks to the crowd and reflects on something that’s happening in the moment, it’s always funnier than his written stuff
People like being a part of it lol
You can improv still through silence, it would just be from a higher state of being lol
You can improv still through silence, it would just be from a higher state of being lol
yes yes I can see that not thinking will give you more chances of sarcasm
anyways.
I don’t know if it;s good for me not feeling and not thinking because of course I don’t have a goddess
it’s different if you see what i am saying
Yeah ok, whatever
ok
not thinking will give you more chances of sarcasm
I think it depends on you lol
You just need to get used to the new environment that’s all