Random thoughts thread

Yeah, I’m fine now after playing automated grounding 4x.

I also started using trauma release by Sapien and Invoke self love by SZ this past week. Maybe that contributed too to anxiety? Idk

I’m not sure about that particular field from SZ, but I usually need to ground after his fields.
Trauma Release… that’s another one that might need grounding once trauma starts to rise to the surface.

If you wake up one day/night that ‘the rising’ happens, use grounding afterwards (unless a better idea).

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Have you tried Internal Alchemical Crucible?

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Yeah, aside from that, I think it’s a wake up call to slow things down with the amounts of energy fields lol. I’m using a lot of SZ 's fields and the more I meditate/actively engaged on them, the faster I burned out.

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In regards to ‘mind’,

So Ego is an API?
It is the Ego that is getting programmed — through the Ego?
Hal?
So Ego is (one of) (the) Artificial Intelligence?
(arguably, API and ML/AI / algorithm are not the same in Tech)

Was wondering if I could use this instead of aura clearing, to actually put negative energy to good use?

I mean Ive been using only aura clearing for months (nearly “only”) so I was wondering if instead of using aura clear and then crucible after some other fields, if to just start with crucible or those said fields and finish with crucible and then good vibes one like the bliss illuminator.

Maybe I’ve been clearing negative energies too much…and I should transmute and get resilient more…

Sorry @ecaiii cause you will get a notif for this and I’m just thinking out loud xD

But if anyone wants to comment on the using crucible instead of aura clear or keep using aura clear, be welcome.

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Feels like ego is API and yes it programs itself…has it’s own pre-programming or language though.

ML feels more like what the higher self is doing.

As for our conscious self, I dont really know how to use the analogy.

Subconscious also looks a lot like it can do ML and if we bring consciousness to it, even more so (or use its knowledge in the way we want). Otherwise it seems to follow a shty algorithm.

It seems that the purpose of everything is always for us to bring awareness/consciousness to it. Or else the basic programs are too dumb. We need to consciously use them.

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ML is just a subset of AI really. There’s much more to AI algorithms.

Ego is an overlay of sorts. There’s a “fabric”, “Egos” are outward layers for “beings” on the fabric.

It can feel that one’s moves toward their “goal”, say “ascension” by means of stochastic gradient descent, constantly walking Dragon Paths.

But mind isn’t necessarily similar to the generative models that are so hyped nowadays. Actually “ML” (what is implied by this word today I mean) isn’t efficient in how fast it “learns”, the models are just giant and are trained A LOT.

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Crucible good
I think aura clearing is clearing aura like outer
And crucible clears inner, like good after love/trauma/vibration fields

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Thank you.

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I actually was going to use fear release, but other fields too. Hence why back to crucible, that I haven’t used in a while.

It’s the same doubt with resilience. Listen to it after I’ve cleared everything? Or better before, so the resilience has a chance to strengthen?

I think order would be: trauma release (or any field that triggers anything) - alchemical crucible - resilience.

Logic here is that field will work as intended and I have plenty of problems to get resilient against xD So I can clear as much as I want before using resilience.


I don’t know if anyone has shared this as a result, or it only suggested this to me. But I just remembered I thought there was a field that could help with sensory hypersensibility (dunno the name in english). It is often confused with autism and other things.

And was wondering if anyone knew what field it could be, that I thought could help with that.

Not for repair (any nervous system one should do), but not to get overwhelmed in saturated environments.

Any ideas?

If it were me :slightly_smiling_face:
I like to go about clearing first to get them out of the way

Other options that I use to kick those that surface:
Bushman Medicine
Clear Negativity

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Nerve inflammation help?

Also blood brain barrier helps.

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That’s what I’d do, at least for starters.
For me, usually those releases don’t happen immediately, but I might wake up in the middle of the night facing it. I’d say if that happens you might feel the need to balance out sooner rather than later. And yes, I’m pretty sure you’ve already got enough to be resilient with, no need to push yourself too much.
I mean, if trauma was buried and you need to surface it to flush it, you were probably already trying to be ‘resilient’ about the situation. But I’m still figuring out myself.

PTSD?

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Alchemical Revision of Trauma first will speed up effects I think.

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O, Great Saint Theo, please come back

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Om

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I have tried this combo! It’s really great.

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Pizza pizza pizza

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