The psychopaths of my nightmares next dream after I’ve killed them:
Isn’t eternity of any kind a torture, a prison? Isn’t it extremely entropic by nature? The ever-changing aspect.
The never-changing aspect is good but it just is?
And isn’t the alternative, absolute non-existence a bleak perspective compared even to eternity?
Isn’t it another torture to exist with the threat of non-existence or the dread of eternity as only choices?
I wonder if there is something like partial non-existence. The destrution aspect, doing it’s work just to balance the entropy of existence so it can go on.
This may be like oxygen. Can entropy ever be under control? Isn’t there only a single outcome to everything?
Are higher beings just hitting an ever-increasing dopamine high or can they really accept the nothingness and everything? And what do they do then? Bring order where there isn’t?
Are we incarnating and creating ammnesia not to have an experience or learn, but to compartmentalize and cause order is needed?