It does seem hopeless— especially when looking at the whole Covid + “Vaccine” fiasco.
I had hopes that a survival instinct might keep us in an okay direction. But it appears that even that instinct is easily hi-jacked and exploited in ways that are ultimately counterproductive to it.
I guess we’ll just have to see where the ride goes lol.
Nothing is ever ideal.
On another ATo Vaikuntha Loka + mantras episode, reality blink out of existence, but in a different way than I ever experienced. It was like a videogame glitch. It lagged and for a moment went into nothingness.
Good stuff. I need some field to integrate these kind of experiences though.
Really happy right now. I “have to” stay somewhere a little longer. Serendipity is pretty cool.
Wakey wakey guys
Beautiful music, beautiful field.
Eeeewww… Nooooooo…
I want to marinate in my negativity for a little while longer…
Just a bit longer. I like the comfort of it.
It’s not just the comfort of it lol.
Everything has a purpose. If a negative feeling arises, it is frequently because something is wrong.
In an ideal world, we could then take action in order to right a wrong. However, this is not an ideal world.
Many things happen that should not happen, and not much can be done to fix things.
Anyways, back to those good vibes lol 
In an ideal world bad things would not happen.
Ideal to my ego, at least.
I guess so… Then, in a less shitty world, bad things would be capable of being reversed.
What’s the purpose of this hell?
God is such a cheeky devil.
Sir. Put that back.
Just kidding but I do wanna know why corruption and degeneration set in after 14 or 16. Also, what’s “the essence of Heaven”? I don’t recall ever having that lol
Ah, understandable.
That sounds blissful for some reason, which makes me interested haha.
So, is your whole thing about Taoism? That’s your tradition/philosophy/religion?
I guess so… I didn’t know what it was when I first encountered it in meditation. But the Taoists are the only ones who were able to describe what I experienced.
The mind and body are the same, so it’s ultimately just a matter of physiology. Creating harmony in all the layers, and being a good caretaker of all that you are, so that it can radiate around you and carry you to the source of all things.
Interesting… Thank you.
Anyways, on to other things so this portion of the conversation can get buried lol
