so cool
I love you. yes, you. all of you.
I hope the situation gets brighter and more optimistic with every day that passes!
I dunno the source of the struggle but I can understand the growing darker humor behind stressful experiences.
praying for change in the best way for you.
How fascinating⌠âtrading futuresâ as in shifting realms as they say? Or trading futures as in eliminating the current possibilities and weaving new ones in?
Okay, youâve convinced me.
I will keep art-ing. Will stop putting it on the back burner and see where it goes. WHY NOT!!!
Btw this path of least resistance sucks. It is very funny. For the first time in my 200 rides of ride shares I missed the exit TWICE with the poor passenger and extended the trip. I almost missed it a third time regardless of being attentive. Despite all that however, he actually gave me a tip and 5 stars and was relaxed about the whole thing (how compassionate).
life is funny. Coo-coo for coco puffs funny. Iâm sitting in the car pulling this together.
What are you planning to do next? Embrace the wait and effortlessness of receiving? Sometimes I have realized the waiting game is because a shift is coming and things are lining up. I kinda feel that for you, although it takes time for the pieces to line up. ![]()
Trading futures as in trading financial products xD. Aka futures like bitcoin futures, or options, or shares, stocks, or anything else.
I mean if you could 100% see the future, what else would you be doing?
Well Iâve been given some opportunities, so I think I have to take action on them.
I feel I was given a certain opportunity but I wonât scale it up much. So I can insist on my ways. But those are loaded with resistance and effort and whatâs given is easyâŚnonetheless, I will always be getting easy opportunities, to improve a bit maybe, but not a big break. SoâŚI plan to take action on that cause it is whatâs presented and Iâve learned my lesson, but I will work through the resistance while taking action on my preferred ways still.
Hopefully it isnât a lesson of âlet go of all you think you know and just follow the path we laid for you, you foolâ.
I did gain weight
up 6 pounds from my lowest the other week, lean weight too
I was 177 lbs at my recent lowest
213 was my heaviest
205-208 was my best
Wanna get to 250, 275 maybe
I still havenât hit legs yet, skipped it once
Whenever I hit legs I gain like a pound over night many a time lol
I am very thankful for all this progress and blessings ![]()
Feels good to be back!! ![]()
Das all I want to say lol
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We back.
Home sweet home
In ballers paradise 
Volvimos 


Truth
The virtuous Goat of Virtue
Forums is on now for good
Iâm glad the forum is back and running. No pressure, but it would be nice if dreamseeds audios are reuploaded first, because they arenât on Odyssey or on any other sapienmed platform. And patreon is down too. Of course, first deal with the problems, no pressure
Oh I didnât know that, I really missed the exorcism rite, I really needed it a few days ago, I had to make do with Quadibleâs video. Thanks
I missed this place, this community 
Hey is anyone reading this on the sapien medicine discord server? I remember they made one a while back but I didnât join that time. Please share the link It would be helpful in case the forum goes down again.
YAHOOOOOOOOOOO
so happy forum is back
I LOVE YOU ALL
Weâve got a Discord? Invite plox!
Glad weâre back. Not sure what happened, but I developed a vendetta. Unbelievable.
Iâd be tired.
Peak aesthetics right there.
Missed you guys.


