Same. I’ve been tackling painful/life-long things, so I’ve felt that it requires some time to pay attention and get deep into it.
Imaginarium Divine, The Way of Integrity, Higher Self Connection , etc.
I wouldn’t call it ‘resistance’, just… well, today I did it for the first time. For the acceptance affirmations, they came with sighs, as I had just written an entire essay before I started reciting them. By the 3d repeat (4, with the writing), I was… reciting (there were many words), but I figured that’s got to count for something. I have however been switching up the wording throughout my recitations, as things came to mind, so I was there. I can’t say it was very “heartfelt”, but it was truthful. The first affirmations seem to be more appropriate with/for some sort of release, and the final 1-2 with acceptance and/or some sort of heartfelt thing, but I guess it might also depend on how people feel/process emotions.
I’ll see how it goes for the next couple of days.
Now, notes to self for when I return to my old comments to check my progress: