So I have made a commitment to myself to push myself even harder than I’ve been. I’m meditating for a few hours a day and I’m really starting to feel my energy especially while meditating. I feel so calm and barely have any thoughts in my mind. I believe I’m starting to be able to heal some things in people and animals. I’m pretty sure I saw my higher self the other day while meditating I kept getting these quick flashes of an image of this human looking thing it just looked like a shadow and glowed pure bright white if that makes sense. I’m guessing that’s my higher self? I can now see the aura of the moon and electronics like lights and cars and stuff. I see this movement in the air sometimes I don’t know how to explain it but I believe it’s some sort of energy and I see this like static energy coming off some electronics as well. Im so close to being able to leave this physical world on command. I believe I’m able to create portals as well. I still have a few more fears I need to face and a few more attachments to let go of and some more emotional healing and I’ll be straight. I’ve been doing this chi exercise and am trying to balance the other three treasures. I’m working on balancing the five elements and learning to control them as well. I’m on a strict no fap and retention/transmutation. I can feel the protection when I call onto the angels and I feel like I’m actually speaking to God when I pray. I’m also able to make some enchantments to crystals and necklaces and stuff and my sigil making is on point but can definitely improve a bunch as I’m still newer lol. I feel so different in my mind and body I can’t even explain but it feels so dang good lol
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