I’m starting to feel happier, lighter, calmer. I’m getting more vivid and real feeling dreams again. I think I’m starting to see my aura and light body. I’m pretty sure I heard my higher self yesterday for the first time. I just kept getting this voice in my head saying to be patient and that I was going to get a few bucks and today all a sudden my father texted out of nowhere and asked how I’ve been and said how he wanted to send me a couple bucks. I also experienced I think it would be the dark night of the soul today. I just felt so down and depressed out of nowhere so I did some grounding and I’m definitely going to make sure to throw in the depression fields now with my routine. I also thought I killed a mouse by stepping on it by accident and it was just a baby and I felt so bad. I felt so sad in my heart and I can’t even explain. I swear he was gone then all a sudden turned out to be fine I just hope he has nothing wrong with him and can continue his journey in peace. I also went to the pawn shop the one day to get rid of some old things and I manifested the exact price I was hoping for and that was $60. I kept saying to my partner and kept visualizing and put energy into it just kept saying 60 dollar, 60 Dollars, and so on. When we get there the person said I’ll give you $60 for it and I accepted lol.
I’ve been doing a lot of soul and energy work and I’m starting to feel whole again. When I meditate and go to sleep at night I feel like I’m traveling and flying so fast. I keep thinking Im hitting the astral and get this thought that says your in the astral just open your eyes. Its like I’m there but can’t see nothing like the lights are off but I can see my hands glowing color even it’s weird lol. Now things are starting to seem like their coming along and falling into place. I have a plan and it seems that I’m finally manifesting. With everything I’m soon to obtain spiritually and financially I swear I’m going to do nothing but give back and help the ones that need it
Last thing is I’m getting so disgusted with certain foods now it’s not even funny. Like even ramen for example I tried to eat some today and took a bite and was so disgusted even kept seeing the noodles as bugs in my mind which made me even more sick. I even tried ham and kept seeing an animal in my mind while I was chewing and stopped eating it