I shared this one before but Ima share it again cause I still think about it to this day. And heck, just 2 days ago, I was in the same bar for the first time since that that night.
Didn’t see the guy though. I doubt I’ll ever see him again.
I was at a bar sometime in December 2023 with a few friends. We somehow ended up talking to some random people there. Then I’m all the sudden talking to one of the guys, a white guy with a unique moustache… And I don’t know how, but all the sudden I’m in the oneness state. Me and him feel like one person.
I felt like I’ve known him my whole life, same with him. But it was more than that, we both spoke from the I perspective. As if we were one person. I was him, he was I. Keep in mind… I’ve been drinking alcohol and this is the last kind of thing to happen with alcohol lol.
But he knows everything about me really and recounts it but it isn’t weird to me at that moment cause… why of course! He is also me.
But then he says he knows I want to do more for the world. He knows what’s blocking me. Why do I keep letting it block me? Then he says to lean into what you can do. Community. Lean in all the way. Stop allowing just dumb things to block you. So many fall and never do anything due to self imposed limits. Lean into community.
What he said just hit a different part of my soul. Felt so raw. So tangible. It still echoes in my chest to this day.
A few months later, me and dream did the retreat and it was and will always be one of the highlights of my life.
Beyond that though, it was the first time I ever experienced oneness with another person feeling it too. It further confirmed it for me because me experiencing it on my own all the time kinda sometimes made it feel maybe this is some kind of elaborate brain hallucination we all have access to experience. It made me believe in this far more strongly than any other experience did.
He basically activated the feeling in me when looking into my eyes. I don’t know who he was but man… what is interesting is that during some of my oneness experiences, I got this feeling of there being like a small group of awakened people in the planet.
People who are in this oneness state all the time and they roam the world and live normal lives… while being these beacons of oneness. I felt all of them and kind of a calling from them to enter this state more fully. But I just wasn’t ready yet. I had hoped to meet one of them one day though.
2 years later… it appears I did meet one of them. It was extremely surreal.
And just that whole experience felt like a matrix moment for me. Like, all of this is real. Although… the first time I had that matrix moment was listening to a sapien field and getting the effects instantly haha.