Ok so an update from the chakras audios and other stuff i already commented about on other entries and i made one but lets do it here since i have new results.
Ok so the chakras, ive been listening to the 4 audios 3 times back to back almost every day i skip one day here and there if i feel my body wants it or (too many s*** brought to the surface to work on lol)
I have worked on the third eye chakra and the crown one for as long as i remember (before Sapien) yes ive had more clarity and discernment than the average ppl you are surrounded by) clearer meditations etc… however (and i dont know if ego dissolution is helping here too because its added to the stash) but comparing now with before Sapien ive realised that whether my intuition was on point or not, there was a lot noise in myself -mind-soul-heart etc that caused me to always… always doubt whatever i was ‘feeling’ back then id say what if thats my ego and not my intuition? Lets wait longer, then hmmm im still not sure… etc yes a lot of things ended up being true but the fear stopped me from using that info anyway so what was the point? I guess it did land me on this heavenly world of Sapien lol
Anyway now after i think 5 weeks listening? The first weeks i was feeling such clarity and calmness and assurance but now tho! Omg guys, let me just list it:
-if i think of anything i need like info, solution, explanation, it does not take longer than a minute to pop the correct answer in my mind. Anything. If for instance i am surfing the web and come across something that makes me wonder this or that? Poofff! There is the answer in my head, and the best part is that the answer comes with 100% believe that is so. Zero doubts, not even a small thought like but wait… NO. Its like epiphany moments one after the other, and i say epiphanies because instead of doubting you go ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats right omg of course or oh wow thats a great idea, and u just go and do it with total confidence.
(Btw im mixing all the results, because some results you know are clearly coming from so and so chakra but some other results are just the combination of two of them or all of them)
-I feel immensely grounded, secured, confident, forward, hopeful, relaxed, loving, much more open to love and feel and flirt and go for it or not and its ok too.
-I know what im doing, i know what is right, and what is of no service in my life, i easily let go (i used to think before i was a pro at this… now i see the difference and realized that before i was just a runner with ppl, dreams, things, etc)
-Lol this one is funny… i dont feel horny with the need to fap hahah (ive never been an excessive faper but more than what is common for a girl, yes) yes i accept that i used to sometimes consciously do it to release tension, stress, headaches, or id be like… you know what? Just do it, you want it, youve been single for a long time and u just dont sleep around so dont feel bad, this is ur share of sex and ur body needs that orgasm) lol anywaaaaaaaay tmi. Now i simply dont feel horny (the other day i kinda worried not gonna lie haha, because i was like what if i wont feel desire or lust anymore even if i like a guy or im dating? ) so i made a test and went on a little meditation thinking of sexy men or some ex i liked having sex with in the past or just a random fantasy… and voilà!!! There it was… the desire, the lust, the craving and it actually felt sooooo strong I felt on fire!! I didnt do anything and just went about my day feeling even happier because once i got up and continued with my day, the desire subsided. Simple as that. Woah?! Imagine that control!! But when I was in the moment… it showed up in full force. And that too me its amazing. It really its amazing not to feel that desire lingering around ur body and head, because now its clear that the desire was the outcome of emptiness of other stuff i had.
-I connect to other realms or whatever level of consciousness i want in noo time.
-I can zoom out and meditate with open eyes doing other stuff and it ‘disconnects’ and ‘connects’ me so real that its confirmed when i realized ive finished a task and i didnt know how when where.
-I stopped day dreaming and that is huge to me because id be all the frikking time in dream land or creating upseting scenarios out of the blue for no reason, i am much more present, without mental noise. It feels liberating and therefore no anxiety waiting to jump in the picture.
-Stop judging, critisicing and pushing down myself all the time. And instead accepting, loving and admiring and embracing the whole me.
Thats the overall results so far from the chakras.
Advance healing: i dont use it much tbh just maybe i listen to it 3 times once a week or twice and i feel it powerful thats why i dont use it much, however My Mom (71 years old) does listen to it twice every day and she says that she is feeling better and better in so many ways that she can feel things changing in her body, like much less tired, a pain on the side she used to have for years is gone, she was a smoker for 40 + years and even tho she quit 10 years ago its until now she feels like she never did. She fell and broke a little and bruised her ankle but because of the pandemia she didnt want to go to the hospital so was just at home resting hopping itd heal on its own lol well its almost healed and no longer in pain at nights. It healed her IBS which was getting worse before AH. Sleeps deeply and the whole night and wakes up refreshed.
My only experience with AH that seriously blew my mind was one day i was listening to it in the kitchen while cooking, i had already listened to it maybe 3 times when i cut a finger. Bad. Like blood was all over so i immediately pressed a paper towel around it and i was like daaang i hope this is not a big thing, mean time i was still listening to AH and i was sending my sisters and mom a picture of what i was cooking so they asked me something and i sent a voice note saying i couldnt type because i had cut a finger, fast forward like maybe 15 minutes. 15 MINUTES and then i took the paper towel off to check that cut looked like 3 days old, i could not believe my eyes. That night it simply looked like a week old cut. Next day it was gone. Ok im falling asleep ill share more tomorrow