I was fighting a terrible spiritual battle against a group of super evil beings, 3 years ago. They used every evil trick in the book: Demonic implants, mind intrusion, negative thought forms, magical arrows/blows/damage, bindings, attachments, curses, corruption, ETC.
I was an amateur in Spiritual Warfare. I was trying my best to adapt to my new life circumstances and against these people. I was in a position where I had to succeed, no matter what, to ensure my survival.
My mistake, was getting revenge, against these people, without the proper spiritual defense. I lacked and was unaware of a permanent solution of stopping these people from attacking me. I also thought that once I was far away from their vincinty and cut the etheric cords, daily, they wouldn’t be able to hurt me from afar. They still were able too. I’m pretty sure it was through the astral plane. (Astral attacks).
After I left the city, to start a new life, I was locked on by five evil individuals, with nothing to lose. They didn’t even care about Return To Sender. They started using voodoo to attack my mind, body, soul. They had 100% access to me, for 6 months straight, just letting loose magical attacks. I thought I was safe from all of that stuff because I pray to Maa Durga. (Glory to Maa Durga.) But it was way more complex than that.
The problem I’m facing is that I’m traumatized. I’m in a much better life situation now, but my mind, body, and soul is still crippled. I have healed and cleansed myself from all that other evil nonsense, but whenever I was getting attacked, the amount of energy they used to power up their attacks was extremely massive. The only answer that I’ve found to help me is Sapien Medicine’s Alchemical Revision Of Trauma and other spiritual tools, from other creators, to counter the negative effects whenever the trauma is being healed and released.
I’m asking for help/advice now because I have been dealing with this trauma for 2 years and 10 months! I’ve been looping the trauma audio for that long! Boosters don’t help. I’ve tried multiple. Every day, I get better, but there’s still miles to go.
I’m going through absolutely diabolical effects here:
- I can’t walk/run properly.
- I can’t talk properly.
- I’m going through nasty sickly symptoms, caused by them.
- My mind, my past, has been breached, damaged, and manipulated.
- My dreams have been manipulated.
- I can’t breathe properly.
- All of my five senses have been damaged and manipulated.
- I have released traumatic implants with the purpose of making me go insane.
- ETC…
It takes a ton of willpower to act normal in public without getting psychotic allegations.
Does anyone know if there’s something I’m missing or something that can help me? Or do I have to hold my L and keep healing? (I already played the PTSD audio from Sapien Medicine. I no longer need it.)