Hi everyone,
I’m looking for a stack to curb my obsessive thoughts. I have this terrible habit of replaying past conversations in my head taking it in directions that I wish it had gone and also anticipating new ones. I know everybody probably does this in the shower, but I I keep doing this all the time until I make myself upset for no reason. Like seriously, imagine ruining your day over something that hasn’t even happened.
I’m not proud of this but I’m addicted to reading celebrity gossip. And news. Yup, news (political). I’m constantly refreshing my feed (mostly reddit) to stay on top of current events which mostly ends up being negative anyway and I’m soaking in this negativity all the time. It’s gone beyond just being informed at this point. I quit social media years ago and I have no intention of going back. But I’ve tried to quit these many times and always end up going back.
Also, I went through a breakup earlier this year. I was the one who ended it and have no regrets. But I still keep going over arguments we had, our very last conversation, the unfairness of some of the situations (for example, “How could they say that to me!”).
This is my current stack.
- Point of no return (AM and PM)
- Etheric Cord Cutter
Justice for all
Heart Strenghtening
Become whole
Hope & Happiness
Repel Negativity v2 - Chakra audios from Gumroad x3 (All except Crown and 3rd eye one for now)
- Empathic Shielding audio x3
- Alchemy of Love album
- NGF, Enhanced brain hemisphere connectivity, Brain regeneration x 2
Keep in my mind I’ve only been listening to these for the past 2 weeks. Too much? too little? Any feedback would be appreciated. I’m not able to purchase any tags at the moment. Audio suggestions are welcome.
Edit: It goes without saying that I’m a highly sensitive person and I allow everyone to project their emotions on me. I hope the Empathic Shielding audio helps until I can affort the tag.