I asked my higher me to put me situations which let me grow.
Also the field “aura of opportunity” and some other fields gave me this year so much change in life.
It happened a lot this year but I want to talk of the last two events what happened the last weeks.
2 weeks ago Ive hanged up with some coworkers we drunk some beers and went home in the evening.
On the way to my car Ive met an coworker which only worked for 2 weeks at our company because they kicked him out.
Unfortunetly I drunk enough beer to not notice that his folks and also him where kind of scatchy.
So I stupid ass drove drunk with him and another friend of him to his appartment he made there a appointment in the next city to get some drugs.
When we went out to my car he started to disscus with me that he wanted to drive but I didnt trusted him.
It got that annoying to the point that I went out my car and said to him they have to leave I cannot drive anymore because I drunk one beer too much.
He leaved my car went close to me and beated my face (mostly my chin) really fast over 10 times my glass got broken and I was just like shoked he punched me with a energy like a mafia boss.
My luck is that I’m well build Ive took the knocks pretty well, just a little bit of blood but nothing got broken.
I even was in fear for some seconds cause I never got in such a situation after that Ive got in rage while he beat me Ive tried to stop him Ive said you dont have to do it just stop and I will not fight back.
He continued so and after the punches he stopped Ive got in rage and yelled at him look what you made to me do you think thats okay what are you doing men…
He got intimidated of me cause Ive took the punches like a men and reprimanded him he realised it was wrong and I washed my face at his appartment and went home.
This event kind of shattered my ego to a point where I was upset and angry at me cause I didnt defended myself…
One week later, yesterday Ive got the message from two different people that he died of an overdose from drugs…
And holy moly the event today was crazy to me as hell I drove to work put the engine off and right after that 2 quick thunders strikes hit the ground or some electrical power lines 10-15 meters infront of me.
All my coworkers went out to see what was going on some saw it too I think but I was so close of that it was amazing.
Just wanted to share those events with you, made me realice how precious life is Ive got depressed lately and wanted some change.
Thanks for reading!