Subliminal Overusage i suffer since 4 years depression symptoms + enourmous amounts of stress

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Guys i overused subliminals i listened to 24 different subs for 10 hours a day 4 years ago.

The first day the body said dont use its too much but i didnt listen because i had infeority compley and low self esteem and high unhealthy standards.

Day after day the conditions went worse and more worse. After 2 months i ordered one special customized (my text request for subliminal was 3400 words long) so i listened to the customized

Another month passed and i had a heavy intensity incident at clubbing. I was bullied and then at home i overthink of it. Then the right side of brain made a feeling of cork popping and all of the stress did flow into every part of my body through brain nerves and spinal cord to all body nerves. Then i listened more subliminal in hope i get cure because i was already depression like and high stress until my nerves started to burn like hell from feet till my brain then i stopped because i realized thats the limit it burned like hell and i got heavily neck and brain cramps ( i cant stay for 5 seconds on the same place my legs, nerves and body are hyperactive)

Well 4 years heavily suffering im still ill and cant work have no motivation im easily get heavy emotional mental breakdowns. I dont listen to subs i try with morphic field to go to natueal state again.

My body flesh bone flesh and everything is filled with subliminal suggestions and negative feeling i think. I need cure but i dont find i was everywhere in hospital and healing practicioneer but didn’t found the treatment my body seeks.

Is my amygdala overactive ? I listen ptsd help since some days

Please any experienced members of community if anyone knows whats the cure is please tell me i want to live again everyone narcissist in imy town does make hell on my life cause they see me weak cause my body and mind is heavily restricted my life stopped 4 years ago……

I dont know what my body has maybe i triggered too much emotions from my past(i had a abusive childhood with mental abusing from sociopath and narcissistic parents, i was a subqouncies people pleaser before i decided too change my destiny) i was also heavily mobbed and i needed also to defend myself with violence cause i was faced with violent racist thug assholes on street. I face mobbing still of jealous people who want see me neutralized cause im a man not giving up and the others did already give up and cant accept people better than them.(jealous narcist mental ill people)

or it was too much subs for body i think its both i dont know. One important thing to say is if its quite and i calm my body and expressions my overloaded nerves transport something into my brain through body nervous system. Sometimes my muscles tingle if the body transports much.

I need help……

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Loop this x 3 every day

And then activate this card by placing your thumb on the center and saying “Attunement activate”
(You only need to activate this one one time)

And put your cell phone close to you for like 15/20 minutes, just close to you.

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NEXT DAY activate this one: same, thumb in the center and saying “Energy Expansion Activate”
And leave your phone close by you for like 15 minutes.

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That one you activate it in the same way like every time you can throughout the day. Every day like 3 or 4 times at different times of the day.

Loop this daily:

Like 3 or 4 times every day

Buy this one: if you dont have money. SAVE UNTIL YOU CAN BUY IT but its a must that you use that one, will free your body of unwanted whatever external.

Booted Bhoots

Use jiing x 3/chi x 3/shen x 3/microcosmic orbit x 2
(They are on Sopien Med channel)

Daily.

Eat well, sleep well, relax, have faith and be consistent

Dont be playing and trying and listening to anything else.

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Thank you very much for your fast reply! I try that now.

If anyone knows something too about my condition just write…. Thanks…

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Sounds like you’re fried and surrounded by negativity. At some point, you have to let things go to be able to heal properly. Easier sad than done, but there are plenty of resources here to help you. Stop focusing on just one thing and trying to “fix” it, and instead focus on the whole aspect. I would clear out negative things weighing you down first, then focus on grounding and healing the nervous system fatigue. If you’re up for a patreon subscription, MitoQ is really helping me out with nervous system fatigue, but that’s down the road for you.

First things first: clear and ground. Give yourself a fresh start. We are all in the narcissism/sociopath soup to some degree, best thing to do is stand your ground, do not engage, and do not escalate. It helps to have strong rooting to do this.

Good luck on your healing journey. It gets better, but never ends!

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I can feel that you have to much expection for subliminals. I mean. If you are in depression, treating by a doctor or training by yourself work way better.
You could try walk, running in nature. Going to the gym. No fap for a while. Go to the beach under the sun.
From my personal experience field or sub can help but the mainly helpful thing is the personal actions.

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