Best place to stay up to date, read the most interesting stories, often involving fields, and relating that to my experience and work with fields. Acquiring knowledge, and it is a huge morale boost. On my own, I wouldn’t be as motivated to use fields or as much experimentation. There are many great people here. It’s inspiring. Always gives me hope to keep going.
I’m also not going to get certain insights on my own, and only by reading others experiences can I get a glimpse of what is possible even.
Sometimes we get blessed with pearls of wisdom by The Captain himself…takes me decades to even begin understanding but it’s good. He’s also a big boost to my spirits.
Whatever isn’t earthly. I know often the most advanced people would tell us that accepting mundane life is the most spiritual thing. But I want some special effects some times.
But it is mosty knowledge of the truth and as such, our true position. So I guess I see it as a restoration of what we have lost along the way.
Gradually settling into truth to get relief of the pain of illusions.
Not anymore. After some NFT and servitors…given my usual underwhelming results, asking servitors to do stuff is way more fulfilling. So my practices have been switched over to long chains of requests made to my servitors.
And I’ve also given up on getting real-time feedback, so I ask for different things and with full trust there, as they do what I ask and go even beyond that.
But I want to answer:
Existential fear, sorrow, distrust, disillusion, oneness, extinction…many and they’re all connected.
Right now, sort of, not a discipline.
Asanas make the body process emotions, and work on the body too, simultaneously. Pranayama is purely emotional. It does have some physical benefits but it changes chemistry. Just like pills do and they usually don’t solve anything. Asanas change nervous system and fascia. But I do like breathwork for the energy or easing into meditation, and cause it is a more tangible thing to focus on than the mind.
Btw I don’t do asanas xD…it is just “bodywork”. The wisdom of the body. Very similar to yoga in the end.
Spirituality is my hobby…which is the problem actually. But outside of different topics (e.g. I like all the guilds, all those topics interest me) discussed about here…I have a knack for escapism. So yeah…the sci-fi genre (in video, cause SFX) is my thing, though I can use even dramas for the purpose of pure escapism and Idk what else I’m even attempting when I consume any media…definitely several coping mechanisms.
