You know. It’s time for me to really take off. I had the most vivid dream about who I was to become and it seemed so far fetched. Seemed so unreachable, unattainable, whatever you wanna call it.
But then I found fields in the same month… The fields have shown me that I can do I can accomplish those things, and more. That my goals should not be limited, but rather grow with the intelligence and understandings that I’m jumping into.
Then there came 3 waves…
The first wave:
I met @Psimindset, and he took me in. Me being an absolute noob literally 3 months ago, not knowing anything except for permanent brain enhancement and brain regeneration. (Tomorrow will be my 3rd month anniversary in the forum.)
Psimindset taught me very much. He taught me how to use my fields, what karma was about, how to go through life and interact with the world from a spiritual perspective. He saw my thought patterns, gave me advice, wisdom, and then gave me a reading which agreed with all of my goals that my Higher Self laid out for me. It became blantantly obvious that I was going to reach these levels of success. That I was on the right path, and that I just needed to trust myself. Without Psimindset, I would know only a fraction of what I know. You may hear me refer to him as teacher, but he told me soon I will become the teacher. Since I’ve met him, I’ve compacted years worth of knowledge into the span of 3 months. He took MANY hours to talk to teach me, and now I call him my best friend.
The second wave:
I met a man named @DR_MANHATTAN who was known as the brain guy. It was awesome, because I instantly reached for brain fields and I wanted to learn as much as possible about them, yet I couldn’t grasp even the slightest of understandings about brain fields. They seemed so abstract, so far-fetched, so “unexplained” even. Yet once I started playing these fields, they became more and more obvious to me. I began realizing more and more what each of them do, how to prioritize them in order to achieve my own goals. What different things mean psychologically and so much more. Now you see me giving advice to many, and helping others. I also got a 100 in my psychology class without ever studying because I’ve just gained the intelligence to do so. This is not to boast, because all of you can do this… if anything, it’s to boast about Philip. Who has helped create the dozen (give or take) of brain fields that I use every day.
But that’s not the reason why he’s in the second wave. The reason why he was the second wave, is because of the conversations we had behind the scene… you see, I wanted to leave the forum, and just take my fields and go… I also wanted to give up on my dreams and just settle for a PHD in psychology. (Which is a PHENOMENAL degree and I still may get it, it’s just not what MY goals are, therefore I would be settling, since my higher self pushed me towards something else.) Me and Philip have talked about life, dreams, goals, the brain OUTSIDE of intelligence brain fields, and more. He was my second teacher. Someone who taught me a lot in such a short time. (Lol he even thought I’d been in the forum for a year on my 2 month anniversary of being in the forum, that’s how much we’ve talked, and I’ve grown.) He told me about dealing with stress, about shields, how to even handle racism, etc. But most importantly, he helped dissolve limiting beliefs through our conversations. He was to me as Dreamweaver is to him. It has been two “conceptual conglomerates” (lol) conversing amongst each other and talking about deep or regular topics, but each time I’ve taken something special away from it. He even told me yesterday that I will have a good life, and gave me some more hope through this lonely, and treacherous path that I’m experiencing.
The third wave:
This is when I looked at myself and looked at my little brothers who need me and look up to me dearly, then looked at my friends who are on similar paths and we motivate each other (You know who you are guys: @anon26800771 @anon3411921 @Dyslexic_Professor @Sims and a couple more), and then I realized that I have my goals that MUST be achieved. There are various businesses, languages, skills, and others that I must tap into and master… I realized that I can’t allow myself to sit any longer… That I must go through the fire, attack it with full force, and then take off into the path that my higher self laid out. Today is the day where I put my foot down. My lucky number has always been 21, and now I am 21 years old. My higher self knew that this would be the year everything changes for me, and exponentially. Make no mistake about it, I’m coming for everything.
Thank you everyone else who has played a role in my growth, understandings, and even those who I’ve had problems with, because I’ve grown from those things as well. I can’t stress enough how thankful I am for everyone and everything that I’ve seen, heard, or learned from you guys.
I see that I’m at a dead end. My life is refusing to allow me to sit in this mediocrity that I’ve been in, and I’m entering a point of no return. My life is becoming chaos, the job, the friendships, everything. My meditations, higher self communication, the universe, Ascensionaut, etc. are allowing me to experience the crumbling of comfortability to push me towards expansion. I am not sad at all. I know what must be done.
Thank you.
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