Yesterday night I was listening to something else with my headphones, right before my night stack. Then, Blueprint started playing before I could have the chance to remove the headphones. First time that I listened to it that way. Apart from catching more closely the finer musical details, the global experience was also extremely kaleidoscopic. Maybe deeper than ever (but I’ll keep listening without headphones as I usually do though).
Then I woke up this morning, asking some of “those” questions to myself. Both mentally and gutly (as in guts). And also heartly. More or less resumable as: “To which extent does your Blueprint extend? To which realms, times, and so on?” Or:
So in “my” case, I have some partial microscopic elements of answer but still… I started looking around, in some sources (written, etc.). Some in a very “Master Kastebrah from the land of living pies directing your holy healing” tone (quoting the Arcturian tag’s description). Not to forget the unavoidable following:
John: The answer is hkhkjhkhkh.
Jane: No, looooool. The answer is kljlkjlnlknlkn.
Jeff: It’s neither, you bloody fools!
Julia: 
(insert “witchy” laugh from Bugs Bunny) It’s all and none… The biggest secret lies in the bretzel crumbles…
Me: Ok 
… How about you guys go see if the grass is greener elsewhere and leave me in peace with my freshly brewed morning coffee? And do me a favor: take your nasty imbroglios along with you while leaving, capisce?
I felt a pinch of irritation (give or take 1/4 teaspoon). Stuck again. Then I meditated on my own on one of Dreamweaver’s fields and later joined the Mass Meditation.
Now the inner sea is calmer again.
Also remembered once again the quote from Maoshan that I archived yesterday:
Back to Blueprint (playing now). So at the end of the day, one of the rare things that I know with certainty is the ultimate detox contained in this Blueprint field. Sure, sometimes it kinda “provokes” me and makes me go after unchasable stuff for a while. But then I’m back. With full trust about its capacity to bring me eventually as close as possible to the coherence and alignment mentioned by Maoshan.